It was raining. my brother shd be on the plane to Japan, Tokyo now. fortunately, the typhoon has juz been over ytd, so his flight won't b delayed. n when he arrives, it will b rather cooling. if not, it wld haf been 38 degrees Celsius. so hot! summer after all. haha.
guess i will miss him. he's so lucky! get to go japan. for an IT competition. representing singapore. he's so gd! but he will miss his lessons. he will b away for 9 days. if i dunno how to do hmewk, cannot ask him le. sigh. but i guess, when he goes to NS, i will oso not see him. well, juz haf to get used to him not at home, juz like i got used to my father often going overseas.
im ill. im very ill. but not so ill that im bed-ridden. i can still go out n walk around, but i dun feel like going anywhere but home sweet home. though i wanted to go to the carnival at tchs and hcjc, or the sonic fest. well, i juz want to b cooped up at home. till now i haf hardly spoken. every sound i make hurts my throat a lot. even swallowing my saliva hurts.
argh. when i ever speak, i will get into a fit of coughs, and start coughing. it simply itches my throat to speak. my flu? not much better. i haf been sneezing away, n blowing my nose like nuts. n i haf been taking lozenges after lozenges, medicine after medicine. doesn't really help. sigh.
n i better not catch a fever! i dun want dun want dun want to fall sick! if i fall sick, i will miss my lessons! n there r a lot of tests this coming week! nononononono! i dun want to fall sick! i better get lots n lots of rest. i fell ill bcos i had not enough sleep these few weeks and my immune system is weak.
better get some sleep. i felt better after waking late this morning. finally got sufficient sleep time. still, i haf to make up for the sleep lost last week. perhaps i shd lie down smewhere n take a nap. argh. wait. im going to sneeze...
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ok. i am back. after sneezing 5 times in a row, my mucus was all coming out, so i had to blow my nose. horrible flu. n my cough is stifling me. all i can think of now is ballade pour adeline. the tune keeps swirling around in my head. i dun feel gd. my head feels weird. maybe i shd go play ballade pour adeline. on the piano. then i will practise n practise that longer than my exam pieces. n my practical exam is reaching! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
it's 18th august! in two weeks' time! oh nonononono. n my pieces r getting worse. like on thursday, i played horribly at my piano lesson. my tch was like asking me wad happened to me. i guess bcos of my lack of sleep and that im sick. but im not talling that. the tch thought perhaps i was tired out frm the day b4's t n f finals. maybe too. but im horrible! n i carn sing in aural wif my cough! n my flu! hope i will recover b4 the practical exam. oh dear.
n who is the person who pretended to b me! i found out the computer is sharon's, but it may not b her. it may be see xin ying who went to her house n used her com or smething! but it's ok. maybe i do haf a crush on da cute guy---miss yeo's cute little toddler! he's so cute! haha. he like waddles around in that cute way of his. haha.so there. n i do not use oh god. i use goodness, goodness gracious, gosh, oh gosh, for goodness's sake. yep. dat's abt it. oh n i carn believe it! n perhaps oh. haha.
i dun want a fever! oh no. n hmewk. im feeling horrible. guess i want to go off n sleep alrd. my head is spinning. n ballade pour adeline is still playing in my head......
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