aftermath of o level results

everytime it gets to the chorus, i feel like im getting teary. thanks to wonderful og/o'nite memories...

o level results out alrd! i got A2 so im pretty happy with it, esp since i know i screwed up my essay so im glad i didn't get B or anything worse >.< congrats to all else who did well, and cheer up to all those who's disappointed.

no matter what you got, it's the best you could have done, and there's nothing else you can do about it anymore. just look ahead and move on, and keep on doing your best for the future.

i think im pretty much ok with my class now, but i wonder if we'll ever get closer than that... it's like we're pretty much stagnating at this certain level, and there's an invisible barrier which we have to break through b4 we can get more bonded.

perhaps after the 2nd intake? bcos i think there may be ppl coming in to join our class and i hope no one leaves the class anymore...one person alrd can't stay with the class le.

as for my og, i think one person isn't staying either...sigh.that's the cruel reality of being in a premier jc.

but don't you worry, i won't ever forget any of you as far as possible (what with my short term memory it may be challenging for me but i'll do my best T.T) so don't forget about me k? these past weeks we've spent together have been far too short, and rmb, you'll always be part of t'estosterone BW-04, or class 09S06T, no matter where all of you go.

well on a brighter note, i hope to make new frens and learn more about my classmates and ogmates together with the 2nd intake ppl! ^^

oh yeah im running for council. i decided it will be a whole new experience, and if i don't try now, when? i do hope i'll be able to get in, then i'll be able to learn a lot more about myself and about others.

-hugs- to all who need them. whether it's about academic results, or about personal matters, or relationships, or just for your birthday. everyone deserves a hug in one way or another, so yeah, a big HUG to all of you! (:

always remember this:

maybe we will drift apart,
but promise you my friend,
left you a space in my heart.

clash of the titans clubs

obviously im not going to blog about random rumours that aren't true, it's just that there are some ppl in my class who like to have some fun and entertainment in their mugger lives and so come up with odd speculations and just so happens that im the victim so yeah.

KAI-per's Belt, it's all your fault! i shall kill u the next time i see u. to think i so nice play the ballade pour adeline thingy for you then u do this to me!!!

and blaws and qw too! gahh. fake cheri can also be prepared to be killed torturously if you ppl harp on it. -glares-

anw back to the point, hmm jc life is super hectic and loads of work to be done, and all the sessions i've been going for are pretty ok. but now i think bridge club clashes with jap club, so how? T.T dunno what i should do then...both are pretty fun, and bridge club can learn how to own win ppl at contract bridge, while jap club can learn more jap stuff and culture!

but oh well very few ppl know how to play contract bridge anw, so even if i can own win ppl, others don't know how to play so not that much use. T.T

the good thing is it's the only time we can play cards in school. so i don't intend to quit ^^"

jap club is the only time i can slack and relax and have fun, so i don't intend to quit either!

so if they clash...how?

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ok thanks to popular demand of only one person i decided to blog. even though i don't have much inspiration whatsoever...

oh yah im super happy today! i actually did something i nv expected i could do: i gave up my seat to this elderly man on the mrt! he came on and was looking for a seat, holding lots of stuff, so i stood up. there was no hesitation or a single thought at all. i was amazed.

i highly suspect that if i actually hesitated or thought of how tired i was, i would have done what the student development guy said, "everyone look down and pretend to sleep". anw i felt GREAT after giving up my seat. it's like I'VE DONE A WONDERFUL THING TODAY! ^^

it's amazing such little things can actually make your day.

anw i've gone for french connection and astro and jap club sessions so far. im sure joining astro, jap club no plans of quitting yet, french x not sure yet bcos my lessons end late on friday, and i would only have like 40 minutes to go for french x? which is SAD. i wonder when bridge is going to contact us. if it clashes with astro, i guess i'll have to drop it. sigh.

bio soc not joining bah, alchemy i don't think im joining either, but im going for the session tmr anw. anw i've signed up for the science enrichment module on perfume chemistry! it's bcos my fren wanted me to join her, plus im free enough anw. and it sounds fun. =P i hope it is fun and useful enough.

tmr we're celebrating the january babies' birthdays in our class! i went to buy the cake just now with ct rep. bleh dunno if it's nice oso.

hmm and jap club was pretty ok, i won myself chocolates instead of forfeit! we were playing pass the parcel and after a few rounds of ppl getting forfeits, there was this music that happened to be called "love and joy", and it stopped when i got the parcel. i thought i got a forfeit too -horror-, but i unwrap it and i realise it's the last layer. i got the gift! whee. as the jap club guy said, "so you see, not all forfeits are bad right?"

oh and anyone interested in forming study groups? i think fly wants to form a study group in our og to mug physics or something (dunno why) and i've got a classmate who wants to study together. hmm. though i have no idea why ppl in my class and many ppl i know are so enthu about mugging.

there's still like 1 year and months months months away from a levels, and 2nd intake not even here yet! and ppl want study groups T.T

hence im now influenced and joining these ppl to become enthu about mugging as well. after all, it's one of the few things i can do -well- in. hmm actually it's the only thing i can do well in.

wait no, i can't even do well in mugging!

im such a sad case.

there's still loads for me to look forward to and to dread, like astro j1 induction session on fri for the former, and pracs and tutorials and lectures and mugging for the latter.

wow the imbalance is so obvious.

p.s. i hope this satisfies your curiosity of what's been going on in my life so far -directed at the one enthu reader who "inspired" me to blog-

back to rgs

nope, im not like retained or anything in rgs -.-", i just went back to rg today with blaws and qw. mean qw made us wait downstairs for ages! in the stifling hot room even though it was raining outside! T.T

saw a few co juniors, but it was pretty much the same, just some classrooms had new tables and chairs, my class has new ppl taking it and my ex-locker (haha i made that up!) is still empty. hmm i don't feel that much for rg anymore lah, im more of looking forward to rj, i think it's bcos what really kept me to rg was the ppl in there. now all the ppl are over at rj, so there's nothing much left at rg except for my juniors and scitare.

anw i realised that im really enthu these days. it must be the feeling of being a junior again, and knowing there's not that much chances in the future to be so enthu T.T in fact, im starting to surprise myself o.o im like so active every morning, i just feel odd sitting still. i keep fidgeting about lehh

i feel like jumping around and dancing to random music, and doing stupid stuff like sing ppg songs while squishing blaws. =P

once mundane sch life kicks in, i guess i will probably become less enthu and start going back to being the "quiet girl who should participate more actively". bleh.

at least i know i can be enthu if i want to.

orientation is officially over ):

im sad.

read post title, and you'll understand why.

sigh i feel sad that orientation is so short and over in a blink of an eye. it's really the best orientation i've ever been to, a lot of work and effort put in by the student council, all ogls and house d, and all of us j1s too

and here i have a love confession to make:

I LOVE MY OG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone in my og is nice, and it's really rare that i find myself in a group where i like EVERYONE! i hope we'll stay together even though orientation is over and everything.

as for my class, it's 09S06T, subject combi pcme. congrats blaws and qw and the rest for getting into ki! i knew u all could do it (: -HUGS-

i don't know my class well yet, but i hope there will be more opportunities for us to bond. currently everyone is pretty much in cliques, esp the guys (!!!!) and they don't seem to have much initiative to get to know others better. i don't believe that they are really that shy. -glares-

it's pretty embarrassing for me to go around asking guys for their names and stuff u know! but ok lah i guess it should be pretty much worth it -i hope-

hmm so far i don't know all of my classmates yet, there's this bunch of ri guys that i don't know their names at all, and another bunch whose names i can't quite rmb (since it's all chinese names, it's really difficult to rmb)

all the girls can rmb le, and a few guys yeah. hope my class turns out to be as nice as my og, or even better. -wishes upon one of the shooting stars that seen at geminids ^^-

so far the meteor wishes have been pretty much accurate...(except for the one where we wished for thousands and thousands of meteors to appear b4 our eyes =P) so good luck to me!

and good luck to all of you too, all the best with your classes and ogs (if you're j1s) and in your studies (for j2s)! (:

most memorable finale ever.

orientation' 08 t'sparanza

so far orientation has been pretty fun!

my og is really nice, BW-04! haha name of the og? don't tell u, go find out yourself ^^ it's pretty weird anw...

yepp i love my ogls! and my og! and we've had some fun together -nods-

especially batch dance, it's very fun! look at it!



look at 2:37, the guy in the middle (3rd from left) is one of my ogls! hahaha he's in song and dance and he's really small and cute! blaws will love bullying him ^^"

the second part, the love story bit is cute, the third bit is even cuter! esp when the music goes "AHHHHHHHHHHHH" we all drown! haha

and the dj part we all act as djs shuffling the music! so fun! the last part the house moves! -ROARRRRRRRRRR-

even though it's dancing with a guy, my partner's pretty enthu and stuff, and the dance is fun, so im happy with it ^^

poor blaws seems to be stalked by someone from her og...-patpat- wish her luck! i'll try to talk to u as much as possible if i see u around being stalked by that someone (:

anw it's like the first time i stay outside so late everyday. first day of orientation, reach home 9+pm, 2nd day reach home 10.15pm, 3rd day reach home 10.45pm, wonder what time i'll reach home on monday huh...

well it makes me feel grown-up and independent...but it can be really tiring and mentally taxing, with all the lack of sleep and stuff. but not really physical tiring as in muscle aches lah ok! -looks pointedly at blaws- it's fun so i guess it's worth it.

sigh orientation ending le, monday last day. i'll miss everyone in my og...bleh ):