back to rgs

nope, im not like retained or anything in rgs -.-", i just went back to rg today with blaws and qw. mean qw made us wait downstairs for ages! in the stifling hot room even though it was raining outside! T.T

saw a few co juniors, but it was pretty much the same, just some classrooms had new tables and chairs, my class has new ppl taking it and my ex-locker (haha i made that up!) is still empty. hmm i don't feel that much for rg anymore lah, im more of looking forward to rj, i think it's bcos what really kept me to rg was the ppl in there. now all the ppl are over at rj, so there's nothing much left at rg except for my juniors and scitare.

anw i realised that im really enthu these days. it must be the feeling of being a junior again, and knowing there's not that much chances in the future to be so enthu T.T in fact, im starting to surprise myself o.o im like so active every morning, i just feel odd sitting still. i keep fidgeting about lehh

i feel like jumping around and dancing to random music, and doing stupid stuff like sing ppg songs while squishing blaws. =P

once mundane sch life kicks in, i guess i will probably become less enthu and start going back to being the "quiet girl who should participate more actively". bleh.

at least i know i can be enthu if i want to.