enough is enough

as you grow older, you find yourself bombarded with many many things. many unexpected things.

you just have to learn to deal with it.

and you learn.









hopefully, you don't give up, then you'll learn.








for me, i think i have grown more mature over the years in rgs. i think im super stressed up, but this forces me to learn.

here are the things coming up:

math test = this wed
show and share -REMEMBER FOR GOODNESS' SAKE!- = this wed
ysc = this sat
deadline for ss pt
chem pt
and physics pt = week 2
piano exam = week 2 tuesday
geog test = week 3 monday
french eoy week 3 friday
eoys = week 6

and countless other unnamed stuff.

im going to be real busy this coming weekend.

just hope im not falling sick. i am getting headaches whenever i think hard about something and get focused, ie. when i do homework, pt, and generally anything stressful.

like my stressful life isn't stressed enough, i have yet more problems. but i can settle them, right? yes im sure i can.

even piano has let me down. i can only take comfort in songs. singing. singing has let me down b4, and since then im afraid of it. but no choice. singing is still my love. <3

ahh such a crappy post. i don't blog much, and when i do, it's when i want to organise my thoughts i guess. whoever is reading this must be 满头雾水 by now. forgive me. im sorry.