"holidays"

hi everyone!

it's the 3rd week of the june holidays. happy father's day!

hmm just felt like slacking off for a while.

been mugging a lot, and im getting quite sick of studying, but imagine! there's still at least 5 months more to mug. >.>

i figured i need some balance of work and play. so i've been allocating like one or two hours each day to watch tv/slack/do what i want. yet, it takes much self-discipline for anyone to tear themselves away from slacking and back to mugging, thus i allocate myself targets for each day (not that i always achieve them, but still better than nothing right? xD)

once i reach the target for the day, i get to slack for the rest of the day (or usually night)! isn't that great!

i think i should study more though, im not studying enough. >.>

ahhh so depressing! i haven't mugged this much in my life before.

through all the mugging, i realised that i can't live without music. after reading through half a chapter of chem, i'll subconsciously start humming some random tune and i won't realise it till i finish the chapter and realise that i was humming some ancient song from my childhood, or i was humming some recent new SHE song, or i was actually randomly composing music as i was mugging. it's interesting.

oh for those who didn't realise, i haven't been using my computer these days. in fact, today's like the first real day im using my com. the past few weeks, i've been just checking mail then turning off my com. nothing else. but even if i come on msn, i'll appear off 99% of the time haha xD

thus i have been living without music from my com, and so i resort to humming and singing to keep me sane and alive. after all, the best instrument of music is always what you're born with - your voice!

ok this is so crap. im super disappointed that the waseda exchange thingy got cancelled. "bad baaaad H1N1" indeed!

shall go sleep. im keeping to a routine of sleep-early-wake-early so that i won't end up being too tired waking up super early during CTs week, which hopefully won't get postponed. I'm counting down the days to end of CT2, so PLEASE don't prolong my agony! let's hope the H1N1 situtation improves >.>