Thursday, March 31, 2005

give up

i give up. i give up give up give up! dun ask me wad im going to give up at. im going to give up at everything!! i feel horrible right now. no it's nothing to do with u all. nothing to do with anyone at all. except the whole world.

ok im contradicting myself. sometimes it's like that whole world is juz against u, n u want them to go according to ur will, but it's impossible, n yet they are not against me on purpose, they are juz normal, being normal, while im the one who is becoming unbearable. what is the problem with me?

it's been only one week since school started, or even less. juz 4 days, n im so frustrated alrd. what's wrong? am i missing the holidays that much?

that's not it. im juz tired of life here. everyday is like this. i wonder how i managed to survive 3 months at all. i wonder how i survived one year n 3 months. i wonder how i survived for 13 years and 8 months!

life in singapore is horrid. so stressful. other countries dun haf ccas. they dun haf all kinds of projects and loads of homewk. they dun haf to worry so much about going to jc or going overseas and wadnot. im so tired. so sick and tired of everything being wrong.

everything has been wrong since forever. i had grown to accept it, and get used to it, while having some hope that it will become fine in the future. the future came, n went by, n it's still wrong. n so now im fed up with it, n i totally give up. im going to continue trying to get used to it. to continue the same thing. over n over again. n not to lose patience. time will pass quickly, n yet slowly.

i hate competitions. n yet i haf so many. not that i haf a choice. i simply can't let everyone down. there is nothing i can do but participate n do my best. i haf national juniors track competitions soon. it's so near, n is taking up so much of my precious time! i need to do homewk, n projects, but my cca, my 3rd lang n my so many commitments are taking up too much time. im going to burst soon. that's y i can't help it but blog. there's nothing i can do but juz break down.

what's wrond with the world? what's wrond with me? im wishing for all idealistic things. which is so impossible. never going to happen. it's juz a dream. never to be reached. n so i know that. n im so frustrated. but i still haf my friends. they are the only ones holding me up, pushing me on, encouraging me on. then again, they are the ones who pressurise me, n make me feel horrible for not doing my best when i should. i also feel horrible when i treat them horribly, though they were so good to me.

i haf realised that everyone is so nice to me, so good to me, n i haf been taking them for granted. but i can't help it, i juz can't treat them well all the time! y can't i? what's the problem? when i dun think about it, i go and hurt someone again. i know they dun show it, they think i don't noe, maybe they are not even hurt, but i feel so guilty, so guilty, so guilty for not treating them as well as i can. to do make an effort to be good to them, rather than losing patience at the tiniest things and losing my temper at them.

i feel horrible. i need confidence. but i realise that i haf been taking everything for granted. everything could be juz gone overnight. n so, all my confidence is lost. no more confidence that i haf a bright future n all. is going to a uni a bright future at all?

i haf asked this to myself many times during this entry. what is the problem with me? perhaps u dun understand what i was talking about throughout the whole entry. but it doesn't matter. i juz need to relieve my stress n frustration here. sorry to all for being bored to death, n thanks for reading to the end. :)

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

weird eurasian man...

ytd i was on the bus, and the bus was practically EMPTY i tell u, n then this eurasian guy boarded the bus n he came right over n sat next to me! n he's very big-sized, so he sat soo close to me that our legs were touching! n so i inched away from him as discreetly as possible but he is taking so much space that he is sitting on part of my seat! gah.

n then, after some time, he started talking to me. he asked me if the bus is going to sixth avenue, n i said yes. n he was like nodding his head n saying yes i saw on the bus it said it went to sixth avenue. n so i thought that he's going to sixth avenue. which is good. bcos he won't be anywhere near me when i alight. >.<

he asked me what secondary i am in, n i told him im in sec 2. then he asked me about the subjects i took, n also about the education system in singapore. n he was talking about how u muz study hard n score well, bcos it's a very tough fight out in the market n u need a certificate n all. pah. he's pretending to be some advisor izit, n like-it's-so-tough-out-here-muz-study-hard kind of person. i wonder wad he's up to!

n then, he asked me if i took up any sports. n that it's good to take up sports, n not juz studystudystudy. n i said i did. n he asked my what kind of sports, n i said running. n he was like ohhhh that's good. it's individual isn't it? n i said there's relays too. n he said i ran 4 x 100m? then i said no, i dun run sprints. i run long distance. n he nodded his head.

i was sooo nervous n wishing im home alrd throughout the whole trip! i mean, it's right after the battlefield trip, with all its depressing history, n im super tired n my legs are aching like hell, n when i was on the previous bus, i had to squeeze, n had no place to sit, n had to stand for 25 min! my legs were breaking off.

ok, then as i was nearing my house, he asked me if i lived nearby, n i said yes. n he said so around hillview area? n i said yes. then asked me if it's the next stop. n it was! how did he noe???? could it be it's juz a guess, or he knew everything about me??? n why is he asking me so many qns? why did he sit beside me when there are other seats? n so close to me too? izit juz curious about rgs pupils like me? or izit he's a...crime-committer?

he's so weird, i was so scared, even more scared than a previous incident where a man in his 40s leaned so close to me on a bus that he is blocking my way to anywhere at all, n i could feel his breath on me! but nothing happened that time, bcos i "escaped" in time n crawled out under his arm. so scary!

anw, then he said that he's alighting at the same stop as me! he's visiting a fren there! n i was wondering if it's true, or was it juz following me? i thought he's going to sixth avenue! or izit he's supposed to take a bus that goes towards sixth avenue? i was so worried n terrified, i didn't dare imagine wad would happen. i stretched my legs in case i needed to use them to run or to kick. but my legs were so tired n i was so scared, i didn't noe wad to do.

then we alighted, n luckily my dad called me, but i wasn't really listening to him, but was too occupied with thoughts about that weird eurasian guy. i juz said ok, ok, ok, yah. bye, absently to my father, as im frightened. n the guy he took out his phone n spoke to it too. maybe it's juz an act. to pretend that he's occupied too, or maybe not. maybe it's genuine. maybe he's innocent n is juz curious n everything was a coincidence. i held on to that hope. although a lot of evidence is pointing against him...

i waited at the traffic light, n i looked around for anyone else. no one. juz the cars passing. wad if he grabbed me? or stole my bag? wad to do??? i kept thinking that i could kick him at a certain place if he dared to touch me. [=p] n slap him. or anything. i was so desperate.

then as we crossed the road, he put out his hand like he wants to shake my hand, n yet like he wants to touch my hand like that, n he said he's something something, i was too nervous to hear wad he was saying. was his name andy or something like that? then he asked me wad my name was. n i was shocked, n didn't noe wad to do. so i was like a fish or something, with my mouth open n my heart pumping soooooooo fast n i said, "er...my name? um...my name? ah..." i said anything but my name.

n he was like smiling, n i refused to shake his hand. but juz smile awkwardly n nervously. n i was thinking of saying im clara. the first thing i thought of. it's the name i felt is very nice. n i want to call my daughter clara. but b4 i could. he took his hand away n probably thought that i didn't want to tell him my name. n then he smiled n said, "I think my friend lives there. Bye."

how did he noe i lived on the other side n i was going to turn left? he turned right n walked in the opposite direction n taking out a piece of paper, he glanced at it n looked at the condo ahead of him. did he knew everything about me? wad's wrong with him? why did he sit beside me, why did he come here, why did he talk to me, why did he ask for my name n wanted to shake my hand????? so many qns, he could be innocent, maybe not. maybe he was up to something, but he decided to give up? which is weird.

regardless of wad, he had frightened my out of my wits, n i kept glancing back in case he followed me or anything. so scaryyy. if it's juz his culture, or habit to be so friendly with strangers, n particularly students, it's definitely weird. veryyyyy weird. it kept my mind occupied as i walked up the slope.

maybe i should haf used cherica, n talked about how frenchy the name sounds, n that i haf french blood in me, n my great-great-grandfather was from france or something. n that i know a leetle french only. haha. it's only then that i could laugh out. at least im safe, n nothing happened. but im on the lookout the whole night in case i saw him again. i never want to see him again.

oh, n when he first came up the bus, i thought he looked like atticus. n i was thinking about how i would tell him about to kill a mockingbird, n tom robinson, n harper lee, n the great depression, n the prejudice, n so on. which was weird. bcos he started talking to me right at that moment. this shall be a traumatising experience to me. i shall never trust weird men with weird looks.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

half a tu outing...

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that's the banner that blawsie made for The Uncatchables [TU]! yay! currently there are 11 ppl, n we need only 1 more. hee. they are:
1. Me [sunshine]
2. Blossom [spider]
3. Qianwen [moonlight]
4. Guoling [tulip]
5. Leican [skater]
6. Yinfei [raindrop]
7. Eelyn [wind]
8. Carmen [element]
9. Ck [shadow]
10. Bhuvan [ripple]
11. Xinying [flame]

today lc n i went ice-skating, n not bad for me, as i only fell once! yayness. although many times i almost fell, thx to the group of kids [esp their kiddies thingy!!!!!] n oso the grp of guys who were swishing past at full speed all the time! heh.

went to watch movie afterwards. it was a half uncatchables outing! bcos bhu, see, me, blossom, lc, n qw were there! hee. 6 of us all from tu! watched a series of unfortunate events, n it's really nice! for those who haf read the books n for those who haf not, the effects are really fabulous, n it's realllllllly nice! one of e best movies i haf ever seen! hee.

anw, blawsie lent me le papillon! the butterfly, a frenchy movie. yay! shall watch it sometime tmr. tmr im going downtown east. hah. some track n field outing. dunwannago. but i promised my fren to go. sighh.

n today qw, blawsie n i went to mcdonalds, n haf ice-cream, n then we ate the savoury tempura chicken thingy under my influence, n then blawsie insisted it was too spicy n went to get more water. n we ended up getting 6 CUPS of water. they smell n taste dentisty, like those water the dentists would give u like that. n it's awfulllll. like there's some disinfectant in it or something! n we used our straws to blow bubbles, n we had bubble-blowing competition to see who can blow for the longest, n i won! yay!

but i think qw should haf been the winner, bcos she was blowing lower, n it takes more strength to blow as u need to blow the bubbles all the way to the surface, while if u blow at the surface, it's easier. haha. nvm. we shall be draw! -patpat-

Friday, March 11, 2005

swim carnival

yesterday was a memorable swim carnival indeed.

i was a helper for swim carn, the touch judge for lane 7. waddle won some races -yay!- but best of all, guess what? 207 won the inter-level relay!!!!!!! yayayayaya! kat, ame, sal, and see, u all RAWK!!!!!!!

WE WON THE SEC 3s AND 4s!!!!!!! even one of the sec 4 classes which was faster than us in the inter-class relay was slower than us! fortunately ame's fall earlier that day, a poor painful trip over blossom's bag and falling face flat on the floor didn't affect our results! yay!

poor ame has a biggg bruise on each of her knees, and a graze on her left knee! -patpat-

basically i got 3 hours for being a helper! n so i haf enough hours for the year! yay. all i need is the sports fest attendance and a representation. sandwich making is over, so cannot. but there is inter-house netball, basketball and soccer later on. so i shall go join the netball one. or maybe basketball. im never good at soccer, so i shall not go. haha.

n hurray it's the holidays! there's homework for goodness sake!!!!!

THEY PROMISED, THEY PROMISED THERE WOULD BE NO HOMEWK, AND JUZ BECAUSE THEY PUT THE DEADLINES ON LIKE, THE TUESDAY AFTER THE HOLIDAYS AND LEARNING JOURNEY WEEK, OR THE END OF MARCH, WE WON'T HAF TIME TO DO IT DURING SCHOOL WEEK, N THEY KNOW IT! N SO WE DO IT DURING THE HOLIDAYS, AND END UP STILLLLL WITH HOMEWK. HUMPH. MENTEURS ET MENTEUSES!

anyway, please do not think im going mad or is very agitated. im juz very upset that they didn't keep to their word. humph. now i haf:
-maths revision
-maths ws 2
-chinese newspaper thingy
-english assignment => advertisement [do at urine's house]
-orientation for sl project at the bukit batok thingy [time yet to be decided]
-piano!!! n oso piano master class! n the stupid performance class! i can't play for anything!!!! -wail-

to do. by end of march holidays. ok. n it seems quite little. but i haf no time! im really busy during this march holidays. i want to finish reading those three chinese books, so i can start on my yue du bao gao book. then can read it n do my first yue du bao gao. ok. n oso if i haf time, i shall read that english book. A handmaid's tale. haha. oh well.

it's learning journey after march holidays! which means one whole week juz fieldtrips and nooooooo school! yayayayay! last year was e-learning week, but i think they decided that fieldtrips is better and more effective. haha. n i get to miss my third lang! im not sure if i want to go on thursday. maybe i will, maybe i won't. we r released at 2pm, but i shall see if i feel like going first. hee. -grins evilly-

oh, n happy birthday shirleyyyyy! i noe it's very belated now, but since im blogging, i might as well say it. i sent an sms to u anyway. u were at camp though. haha. ok. bon anniversaire! shall sing french version of birthday song. -sings- ok.

all e best. n happy holidays everyone!

Friday, March 04, 2005

no training today! ^^

hurray! there isn't training today! bcos a lot of the ppl in track ran in sports fest yesterday, so there's no track today!

yesterday is mostly finals for 800m, 3000m, and 4x400m relay. n heats for 200m. everyone who participated, well done! ^^ especially xinqi and chloe! it never cease to amaze me, how fast they could run! especially xinqi, who is juz a sec one! she runs like, so much faster than most of us sec twos lor, and we trained for more than one year leh! it's soooo amazing that she's going to catch up with chloe soon!

chloe muz work harder le! but she is super fast too! i bet she n xinqi ran like 58 or 59 seconds for 400m yesterday lor! oh nevermind.

yay waddle won 2nd for sec ones 4x400m, and we got first for sec twos 4x400m! u noe we were like 30 metres behind tarbet, who is leading so fast that we really gave up hope that we could get first for 4x400m, then chloe was last runner, and she caught up a leetle bit, which is juz a few centimetres faster, and we all thought no matter how fast chloe is, she can't catch up with the tarbetian.

n shockingly, miraculously, she caught up at the curve, as she sprinted all the way with such amazing speed, and at the last hundred metres she caught up with the tarbetian n overtook her all the way to the end! it's really wonderful how fast she can run! im so prouddddd of her!!! she's got so much talent!

n i watched à la folie pas du tout, or he loves me, he loves me not! it's the best movie i haf ever seen! it's got a super interesting storyline, and there are so many twists n surprises! there are even surprises within surprises! it's in french, since it's a french movie, but there's english subtitles. btw, if u want to watch it, the third lang ppl can borrow it from the moelc library at the french section, where the vcds are. for one week. others can borrow it from those who borrowed! u muz watch it, it's simply too nice! =)

n tmr is founder's day!! yay, im looking forward to it! n next friday is swimming carnival! our class got first for inter-class relay!!! n so they r competing with the sec ones, threes and fours, in the inter-level relay! well done and good luck to kat, amelia, sal, n see!

well, this is a really long post, since i didn't post for so long, so yeah. all é best everyone!

p.s. bon anniversaire tabbi [pour hier] et serene! =)

p.s.s. please please please ppl do tag! my posting thingy is getting really dead. =p

p.s.s.s. i changed my blog music! it's full moon's eternal snow, her second single! nice? ^^ n for those who haven't hear full moon's myself, which is her first single, which was my previous blog music, n oso for those who miss it, or want it for their blog music, here's the url! enjoy...

http://animevisions.net/mp3/Full_Moon_Myself.mp3

Sunday, February 27, 2005

flunked my maths test...

hello.

i haven't blogged for more than a week. n so i decided to blog. basically, for the past week, i was rather depressed about practically everything in my life. but im better now. yeah. n i was flunked my maths test, n didn't even finish it. i did till the last qn, the frequency curve, which was horrible n totally not a smoooth curve it should be!

n so 5 marks flew away. for certain. n there are other qns too. so i will probably flunk it. n i hope i dun fail it. -hopes fervently-

n there's the scientific investigation, which was a total mess this morning with my father and brother around making things worse. sigh. but at least the experiment is somewhat done, and all is left is the report. 20 marks. n a rather high percentage too.

well. i think that's all. need to work on my homewk. all e best everyone! bye. :)





Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male



Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve


Thursday, February 17, 2005

tmr is pi...

hello!

tomorrow is half-day! because it's prefect's investiture! lalala...n im going to the band concert play'05 at 7.30pm. meeting up with lc n eating dinner b4 then. haa. looking forward to gl's performance! haa. plus cheryl's!

i dun like going to rjc. bcos i get very dark. firstly, there's at least a 30-minute walk under the hot, glaring sun to rjc, which makes us perspire like mad and a little sunburnt alrd. by the time we reach rjc, even before we started training, we r drenched through, with wad else? our perspiration!

then, we haf to go through the tiringgggg training, under the scorching hot sun!!! humph. n at the end of it, we r all sunburnt. n tired n wadnot. gahhhh.

however, interestingly my face doesn't get as sunburnt, so it's still rather fair. i guess it's because u dun stay there with ur face to the sun when u r walking or training right? n so my limbs r like so much darker than my face. haha. i dunno if this is a good thing or not, but never mind. i shall look at it in a positive way. at least my facial complexion isn't ruined! =)

i need to get some ideas for my science investigation! n the proposal is like, due tmr, but im not going to hand up tmr. on monday. the alternative but not encouraged dateline. =p

also, i need to do -lists-
1. chinese compo 说明文! I TOTALLY HATE THAT!
2. history assignment
3. science proposal
4. english summary
5. bring interactive geog 3 on monday

that's all. yay! i finished my maths. when im free i shall look at the textbook 3 thingy. as revision. haha.

n ppl, there isn't a tagboard here, but the posting comments thingy is a tagboard kind of thingy, so there's no need to put one up here. so go post comments. all e best everyone! :D

Saturday, February 12, 2005

back from hiatus...

hello!

I am back from my longggg break. aka hiatus. but im not abandoning this blog...yet. =) Cherica is back with a new look! this is my new template. i know it doesn't look nice, but it can't be helped. i think it's the best templates from the blogger site. and the colour is nice, so yeah.

so, do you like the music? it's from full moon wo sagashite, a jap anime show. it's one of the ending theme songs, n the first single of full moon! it's really nice, right? here are the lyrics and wad they mean:

Title: Myself

doushite doushite suki nan darou
konna ni namida afureteru

ano koro wa ushinau mono ga oosugite nani mo utaenakatta
sukoshi hanareta basho soko ga watashi no ibasho datta

kimi no hitomi no oku ni ano hi samishisa wo mitsuketa
futari niteru no ka na? Fuu
kizukeba itsumo tonari ni ite kureta

doushite konna ni suki nan darou
kimi no koe kanashii hodo hibiiteru YO
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
tooku hanarete wakatta yo

nakinagara sagashi tsuzuketa maigo no kodomo no you ni
kedo soko ni wa eien nante aru wake nakute

"dare mo shinjinakereba iin da yo" tsubuyaita ne
futari niteta no ka na? Fuu
ano toki kimi wo mamoru to kimeta no ni

doushite omoide ni dekinain darou
toosugite chikasugite todokanai yo
"wasureyou" tte omoeba omou hodo
kimi ga ookiku natteku yo

doushite konna ni suki nan darou
kimi no koe kanashii hodo hibiiteru YO
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
tooku hanarete wakatta yo

doushite kimi wo suki ni nattan darou
kantan sugite kotae ni naranai

English translation:

Why, oh why do I love you so much?
My tears overflow this much

Back in that time, there was so much to lose that I couldn't sing anything
A place just a little ways away, that was where I was

That day, deep in your eyes, I saw the loneliness
Are the two of us really alike?
If I'd realized it, you were always by my side

Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings inside me so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
From afar, I realize it now

Like a lost child, crying and searching
But there was no such thing as forever

"It's okay if you don't believe in anyone" you whispered
Were the two of us really alike?
And I decided then I would protect you

Why can't I turn them to memories
You're too far, too near for me to reach
The more I tell myself "I will forget"
The larger you loom in my thoughts

Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings (inside me) so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
I realize it now from afar

Why do I love you so much?
It's so easy I just can't answer


so romantic right? the singer has a very special and unique voice. not many people have such a strong voice and yet can sing with such emotion. i can drown in this melodious music...anyway, it's a very nice anime. maybe i will put the next theme song up here the next time. the name is eternal snow. very nice right?

anyway, i won't be able to blog very often, so just bear with me, k? but do check regularly, but not like everyday lah. maybe every week? or if u r in love with the music, u can come everyday juz to listen. haha.

here is the story of full moon wo sagashite.

A 12 year-old girl, Kouyama Mitsuki wants to be a singer to fulfil her past promise with Eichi, a boy she likes in her childhood memory. Since she has a tumour in her throat, the dream become impossible. She can't speak or sing too loudly, if not her throat will hurt and her condition worsens.

Mitsuki's life suddenly changed when she saw two shinigami(s) - spirits of death - in her room and they tell her that she will die exactly one year later. She now has a very limited time to reach her dream.

Somehow the two shinigami managed to help Mitsuki to become a singer. With their help, 12 year-old Mitsuki transform into 16 year-old Mitsuki, fit and completely healthy. And so she has double identities now. When she got home, she's 12 year-old. When she sing, she's 16 year-old idol named Full Moon.

Full Moon or Mitsuki has very kind heart. She become a popular idol and help many people solving their problems. She really wants to touch everyone's heart with her songs.

This is a great story about the true meaning of life. A 12 year-old girl is fighting hard for her life. Not to be sad with her future death, but to use her limited time the best way she can. Recommended for all ages. I think this anime is very nice! ^^

haha. this is becoming like an anime blog. haha. fine. dun be bored to death yet. read on! =P

oh, and post ur comments! there is a link at the bottom of each posts, so post ur comments! anything u want to say, juz say there. it's fine. n if u like this music, u can ask me for the url. i can give it to u. hee. see im so nice! lalala...

that's all for today. happy belated chinese new year everyone! and happy valentine's day in advance! "Can you feel the love tonight..."

p.s. im feeling very bubbly today! n im feeling like singing all e time! lalalaa...

Sunday, November 28, 2004

downtown east...

harlo.

downtown east.
coasta sands resort.
bbq.
wild wild wet.
escape.
swimming.
watching tv.
playing poker cards.
playing uno cards.
seeing sly. getting his autograph.
sleep.
beach games.
flour. dough. sand. sea.

that abt summarises the track n field sec 4 farewell camp at chalet. in downtown east. at coasta sands resort.

we were exploring the tv n the x box that was there. however, it doesn't play pirated stuff, vcds. it only plays original dvds, n even so, it needs some dvd compatible connecter n receiver thing. n so no movies.

thus we played card games. thx to the poker cards and uno cards i brought.

we had bbq on the first night. prepared items for sec4s. plus presents for them. our presents r lovely. they loved it. it's a hamper kind of thing. nicely wrapped n everything was hand-picked n chosen n argued over. haha.

then we heard that sly was here. we didn't believe it. thought it was some joke. then a senior showed us a picture of her n sly. we realised that it's true. sly was at downtown east. n so all the sec 1s, even the taufik fans, were running around looking for him.

eventually we found him at the entrance. signing some autographs. we went to the counter n asked for some paper n a pen. then we tore the paper up. n shared. n asked for the sutographs. we didn't haf cameras nor handphones wif us, so we couldn't take any pictures. that's on regret we had.

n then the taufik fans who aren't supposed to be so excited, were screaming n jumping n skipping n giggling all the way back to the chalet. quoted frm a particular sec 2 taufik fan aka leanne:

can u believe it??? can u believe it?????? we got sly's autograph!!!!!!! can u believe it?????????


the idea is somewhat there. i believe that they haf somewhat liked sly some more ever since. they were calling up their brothers n families exclaiming that they saw sly n got his autograph. n thus i called my bro too n told him i saw sly n described everything that happened that day.

finally went to sleep. some others[who alrd got sly's autograph] were discussing abt going to jurong point at 3am on sundae to get sly's n taufik's autograph.

the next day, a saturday, we were supposed to wake at 8am n go to the beach at 9, but we woke earlier at 7.30am. was all ready by 8.30am, but no sign of seniors [who were in the other room, n apparently sleeping soundly], so we played cards.until 9.30am, still no sign. so we continued. evemtually peered out n found out that they went to the foodcourt for breakfast.

yeah n all of us except for 3 others stayed in the room playing cards. n soon we went to the beach, which was dirty, full of litter [n had lots of green men picking up garbage], the sea is not nice, the sand not nice. i prefer the beaches at sentosa. haha. ok. then we played games. which was horrid.

we sat in a circle n everyone had to close their eyes. then one person was to walk around n paste some dough [which was flour mixed wif water] on someone. then both of them muz run one round n see who sits on the original seat first won't haf to continue. n so on.

moments later, everyone is splattered wif gooey dough n flour was thrown over us. then we went over to the sea, n the sec 4s were dumped into the sea by the sec 3s. we were told that the sec 1s were safe n won't be dumped in, but alas!

we were caught unexpected n the sec 3s ran over n pushed eileen n i in! grrr. while andrea n wei lin ran away. we scrubbed the dough off in the meantime n decided it wasn't that bad after all. then we decided to push andrea n wei lin in too. so we chased after them n pulled them into the sea! haaa. n we cleaned the dough off our shirts.

then we couldn't possibly walked in our shoes bcos we will dirty them, so we walked all the way back to our chalet barefooted n dripping wet. imagine passer-bys' reactions. sigh. then we oso had to pass through the barrier too. how embarrassing.

then we went into our room n we ranted n complained how lucky the three who stayed in the room were. then we showered together wif our clothes still on, n helped each other pick bits n pieces of dough off our shirts. n andrea's hair was scattered wif its of dough lor. her condition was the worst.

n we hated all that dough! how long did we spend scrubbing those dough n picking them our? the dumping in the sea was fine, but the dough???

andrea bathed first, so eileen n i went to the swimming pool's toilets to bathe. then we were done in a jiffy, n others were still dripping wet n dirty n waiting to use the toilets. hahaa. the cleaning up was terrible.

after that we played cards while waiting for others to bathe, n ate apples [we were hungry]. then we went kfc for lunch n we shared. haha. then we went back n played more cards while waiting for our food to digest somewhat, then we went to escape to play!

it was fun, n the 360 degrees revolutionary ride was the scariest! we were in separate seats which are in a circle, n one side moved higher n the other moved lower until it's almost perpendicular to the ground, still spinning. n i was holding on so tightly n hoping my specs, my slippers, my watch, n myself won't fall off!

we were practically upside down n then right side up again n then upside down again! but i wasn't screaming. i was muttering to myself, somewhat comforting myself. haa. then i heard a coin falling frm someone's seat. i thought it was gone, but juz as i turned upside down n plunging to the ground [to rise up again] the coin hit my head n bounced off to my fren's seat next to me. haha. that was funny.

after the ride stopped, my hands were so tight around the bars that there was a red line n my palms were sweaty. haha. we oso took some teacup ride, which was equally scary, except u didn't haf to worry abt ur shoes falling off. :)

n there was the viking ship, which makes u feel like u keep plunging downwards,
n the alpha 8, which was the indoor roller coster n it was rather dark n i kept bumping the the sides,
n the rainbow ride, which brought u high up into the sky n was really fun,
n there was the wet n wild ride, where u r in a canoe wif one or two other frens floating along a water path n then u will go up then slide down n splash! into the water. n be drenched through. haha that was fun.
n the go-kart drivers haf to be at least 18, so we couldn't play that, but there was another go-kart thing that we cld play, but the queue was too long, so we didn't try that.
n the ride where u lie next to ur fren on ur stomach n hold on to the bars in front, then the machine turns round n round rising higher into the air n u feel like u r flying. however we became very dizzy after that n felt nauseous. fortunately, that was the last ride we took, so it was ok.

there was some train ride for little kids, so we didn't take that,
there was some floating on the water thing n u shoot water at each other, we didn't take that,
there was some aeroplane thingy that went round n round, we didn't take that,
there was the ferris wheel which was like cable cars in a wheel n it moved sooooooooooo slowly n it's more for enjoying the scenery so we didn't take that either.

yep. then we went to wild wild wet. it was so fun! although there aren't much rides. n i saw shirl there u noe! wad a coincidence lor. her cousin was dragging her along n her sister was following behind her. haha. i could recognise her even wif her braces lor. haaaaaaaaaa.

anw, andrea, eileen n i took the ular lah, it was a big round plasticky-rubbery inflatable "raft" for abt 8 ppl. we slid down the big blue slide bumping here n there n eventually landing in the water.

there was a purple slide that was verrrrrrrrrry dark, so dark that one really can't see ur five fingers, u can't see a thing, n all u can do is lie back n slide all the way down the tube-like slide. eventually u see reflections of light n splash! u land in a pool.

the other slide which was yellow was open-air, juz like the ular lah one, n it wasn't so scary, but it was still fun.

then we tried some sliding up n down thing. the instructors were guys, n they were so pervertic lor! n they kept teasing us. crap. n they refused to tell us how to sit on that weird inflatable thingy. n after some time then tell us.

anw, we slid down the verrrrrry steep slope n came up the other side, then slide down back to the other side again, then slide up again, n down again, that kind of thing yeah?

then there was this wave pool that goes in a circle around the playground. we went along wif the tide n waves n was running or jogging n walking n some others were swimming then we went one round then entered the playground.

it has many slides n it has many ropes. u pull the ropes, some pour water down on u, or shoot water to ur fren n so on, then there was water spouting out frm the playground so it was like raining, then u climb here n there n many slides n that's abt it.

oh n there was the sky rider. it's like two bicycles together n is for two ppl to ride it on the railing above the wild wild wet grounds n pool lah. so it was very scary like u will fall off any moment, esp for ppl who are scared of heights like me. thought wasn't so dangerous mah, but turned out so scary lor. but fortunately, i survived. haaaa.

after that, we left bcos the place was closing [at 8pm]. andrea went back to shower, while eileen n i went to the chalet swimming pool to swim around. i was learning how to swim [btw for ppl who dunno i can't really swim] n i realised i cld somewhat tread water n somewhat swim breast-stroke[bcos my eileen is not a free-styler, so she didn't want to teach me free-style or back-stroke too] but i cldn't come up for breath properly lor n i kept sinking no matter how i kick my body start to move vertical then cannot swim properly. weird lor.

but i heard beginners r supposed to learn free-style first. crap. haha. then we showered n went back for dinner. n tv. the next day,sundae was last dae, we were supposed to wake at 6am n go to haf breakfast at the beach at 6.30sm, but no one bothered to wake to early, so it was kindof cancelled. n the games were cancelled too.

oh n everyone except for andrea, eileen n i stayed. most of them went to jurong point for taufik n sly's autograph, then went home. some went straight home. so the three of us shared the king size bed. haha!

we ate breakfast n packed up n played cards n watched tv [some movie abt underage ppl drinking alcohol n smallville] then we checked out n left the chalet. wif some time left to spare, we went to arcade to play, but bcos we didn't want to spend so much money [we spent $5 in juz minutes!] so we didn't play anymore.

n was hanging around that area for 10 min. then andrea waited for her father to pick her up, while eileen n i took a bus to pasir ris mrt. we went to the library at white sands [some shopping centre next to the mrt] n then ate lunch.

then we took the mrt home [lugging all those heavy camp stuff, clothes n so on. poor us. esp i live in the "west" at bukit batok there. opposite side of the line lor. sadddddddd.] eileen lived at tampines, so it's so close. she was to watch the incredibles wif her bro, n he is treating her! not fair! my bro doesn't treat me to movies! -wail-

that's the end of our camp there. it was enjoyable n fun. n for those ppl who has not fallen asleep reading so much, thx for ur patience. :)

all e best n haf fun this hols! im looking forward to my next trip...overseas! im leaving on 7th dec, n coming back on 14th, so dun miss me! ;D

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

went out...

harlo.

i had track training todae =p n it was so tiring lor. haha. but afterwards me went out wif ca n ale. we went to watch princess diaries II at cathay cineleisure.

we went orchard n i learnt where heeren n cathay cineleisure is, thanks to ca. [n maybe ale. haha.] but mostly bcos of me, who has tried to clarify the positions of the hotel, heeren n cineleisure visualising the various places. hahaha. :)

we took neoprints, which was ex [to me lah, i never spend more than $10 a day last time u noe!] n we watched p.d.II. n ate popcorn n nachos[wif plenty of cheese Xp] n coke.

n ca happily dumped one big handful of popcorn into the cheese gravy. yeah n who has to finish that gooey popcorn cheesy mixture? me. poor pitiful me who has to suffer n gulp that too saltish gooey sticky popcorn down. sigh. haha.

Princess diaries II is not bad lah, but it's not as nice as the first movie, i think. the first one is more to our age n funnier. haha.

after the movie we went basement of ngee ann city to eat sme weird octo-balls. i ate bacon n cheese balls, n the onion looked like live tentacles waving around! i think it's when it is hot it will move around i can't be bothered to remember wad scientific rule it was.

ca suggested convection currents, n ale suggested our breath. but it's so horrifying lor. imagine ur food is waving around as though it is alive n kicking! ok maybe not so exaggerated, but still, it's terrifying. haha.

n then we went kinokuniya n wandered about in circles browsing through books n discussing abt the books we read n stuff. oh n i promised to lend ca n ale my mov book [aka the precious notes in them] since they r studying it for next yr.

but juz to let u noe ca n ale, my mov book is mostly crap lah ok. n it's not much that can help u i think. bcos i wasn't so diligent in copying so much notes n neither was my whole class. bcos our lit lesson is really boring lor. [no offence to ca, but our lit teacher, yes the one who rides the harley davidson, is really boring droning on and on. makes us sleepy in the air-coned classroom u noe. hee.]

then we went to mcdonald's n nice ale -patpat- treated us to 25cent ice-creams! haha. n we were swapping our neoprints n ca had a hard time n took a longgggg time choosing which neoprints she want to swap wif me.

she was like "i want this, but i oso want that!" n so she can't make up her mind. n due to lack of scissors, we couldn't juz cut the neoprints out. so yeah. haha.

eventually, ca headed home in the mrt, n ale n i took the bus together. we had a niceeeeee long talk involving various ppl who had made a footprint in the path of our lives =P n we had a great time, didn't we, ale? hee.

oh well. im satisfied. except for the speech of the evilness of cookees. ale! finish ur last two points, point 5 n 6! n dun worry, i wun let out abt u-noe-wad, nor tell u-noe-who, so trust me. haha.

n lastly, me really into jap recently. due to my introduction to jap drama serials [wif english/chinese subtitles] n influence frm my bro. he downloaded all those jap stuff lor, n i learnt so much jap! hee.

todae i had a great time wif u all, ca n ale. juz a pity that shirl isn't here todae. n ur parents actually went n watched wif u????? so goodddddddd! -wail- nvm. i haf enjoyed myself a lot, n now i noe where
lido,
mcdonalds[at lido],
far east plaza,
heeren [hmv + marche],
cathay cineleisure,
hotel me-smething-smething-dian [haha],
n probably ngee ann city, taka, wistma atria, suntec city is.

oh wad an achievement it is! lalala. ok that's all for todae. happy holidaes everyone! [bonne vacances tout le monde! =)]

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

continuation to previous post...

harlo.

uh...i realised i didn't really put up a summary of my eoy scores here, so here i am posting it here b4 i forget. ok here goes...[n really, they r not that good at all. =p]

EOY
GPA: 3.65
Average: 76.63
English: 70 [3.6~A]
Mathematics: 87 [4.0~A+]
Geography: 70 [3.6~A]
History: 67 [3.2~B+]
English Literature: 76 [3.6~A]
Lower Secondary Science: 83 [4.0~A+]
Higher Chinese Language: 68 [3.2~B+]
French: 92 [4.0~A+]

that's 2B+s, 3As, and 3A+s. not bad, but i think i should try not to get any B+s at all next year. my chinese and maths deproved from semester one, but the other subjects alllll improved! so that's good. and my gpa score is higher than the 3.5 one in semester one! lalala...

yeah that's abt it. n i realise neopets is real fun. someone actually bought my halloween goodie bags!!! i set the price as 5000np on that day itself n no one wanted it bcos the prices kept going down.

but now that there r no more goodie bags to be found, only could be bought, mine r the cheapest. the price was going up to 10000np! gosh. shd haf sold them for more. didn't think they could be sold anw, such a surprise!

n poof. im 15000np richer! im sooooooo happy! i feel so rich. nv had so much np b4! lalala. ok crap.

i want to watch princess diaries II! n shark tale, despite qw saying that it's not worth the money, it's very lame n too short, only 1 hour plus for 8 whole dollars. haha.

no offence meant to u, ca. but i realised that recently ca seems to be rather acted up with some ppl frm her class. sometimes i juz wish that ppl would be friends and dun be enemies at all, but i guess that's not possible for those who r unwilling to.

oh well, juz hope that things wun become worse n they wun start harming each other. u noe, verbal attack is juz as bad or worse than a physical one. im sure her enemies wld feel really hurt after seeing all that she wrote in her blog.

still, i haf no right to advice her on that. it's her choice n freedom of speech.

enough of blogging. me go watch tv. n play neopets. n read my books. all e best ppl.

Saturday, October 30, 2004

fun and play...

harlo.

im in the mood for blogging todae, so here i am. n yet wad shd i blog abt? fine im not making sense. ok, let me tell u abt...

ice-skating. last wednesday i went ice-skating at jurong east, fuji ice palace. it was student's day every wed, so it's cheaper. hee.

n it was fun! despite the many falls, it was an interesting experience. n i smehow managed to move around veryyyyy slowly without holding on to anything n not falling.

n my legs r all aching frm trying to keep my feet upright n on the middle of the boots rather than wavering on that thin piece of metal under the boots. yikes.

oh well. the next morning my whole body was aching. my arms, my legs, my hands, even my stomach! [frm all that bending forward stuff]

fine. well, it's still worth it. i can't wait to go there again n polish up my horrible ice-skating skills! =P

eoy results r out...

yep. my eoy results r out. now for an analysis of it.

english.
well. my paper one is quite unexpectedly high. bcos i decided to change my style of writing frm the usual primary-schoolish-boring-not-very-creative "it was a beautiful Sunday morning" to a more creative n original n non-memorised n secondary-schoolish style of writing. there. haha. n i made up all sort of weird metaphors n similes n stuff. haha. so it's totally original. n i got 26/30 for it.
my paper 2 is not bad. i got higher than usual for it. my usual is like 25/40 to 27/40. n this time i got 28/40. though it's not exceptionally good, it's good enough for me. so my total is 54/70 for it. not bad at all. :) i forgot my oral marks, but apparently, i remebered that it was very good n everyone was complaining how come i had such good marks. so im satisfied wif my english eoy.

chinese.
paper 1 was bad. for my ying yong wen i got 12/20, which isn't very good, n for my compo i got 41/70. which isn't good either.so for paper 1 i got 53/90. like crap it's so good bad. =p
paper 2 was not much better off. i was hoping for 70smething upon 100, n it ended up that i haf 70smething upon 110. yeah great. so i had like 60smething upon 100. still, it was amazing that for the first section which is filling in the blanks due to the context wif no hanyupinyin i got 3/12. bcos juz so happened i didn't remb learning that part. while the second section was hanyupinyin n filling in the blanks too, n i got 23/24. bcos i remb studying those words n so rmb almost all of them. so that's weird.
oral was better. not as disappointng. got 17.5/20. :D lalala. overall 145.5/220. sigh. hope my overall results in report book will turn out ok. XP i really need to buck up loads on chinese. it's getting worse by the day!

history.
this is ok. despite lack of time n rushing through the whole paper, i got 16/20 for first section source-based, while second section structured qns 14/20. for first section i haf 17 at first lor, then dunno y the teacher minused one mark afterwards. :( n so i get 30/40. which is like 75% exactly. fortunately, yanyee n i were memorising the decline of indus valley stuff, which happened to come out! hee. wonder wad kind of overall marks for the yr i will get...i haf to improve more on my history!

geography.
it was badly done. so atrociously done. all crap n nonsense.
section a: 7/10
section b: 5/10
section c: 26.5/35
section b was mainly on world map n i didn't go n memorise the whole world map where the volcanoes r n stuff. n so, it was not good. section a mostly rocks n stuff that turned out drastically wrong. section c was worse. like the stuff i memorised became poof! n i ended up making up answers frm bits n pieces of my memory. n it became wry. so altogether, it's 38.5/55. ok, maybe it's not that bad. but im sure it could be better, right? muz improve this too.

maths
as for this one. im so damn angry wif myself for this one!!! i could haf gotten full marks if i had checked moreeee carefully n not make that operation mistake! n forgot to further simplify it! n thus, i got 3 marks gone. -wail- my full marks!!!! so i haf 47/50. this is horrible! nvm. wad's done is done. no use crying over spilt milk. better keep up this good work.

biology.
horrid. careless mistakes. horrid. terrible. grr. my physics n chemistry earlier on was better, i think. oh well. i wun say how much i got for it. im too embarrassed. but dun worry, i didn't fail. got above 20. =P

french.
ode to french! j'aime le francais! it practically lifted my gpa [grade point average] score! i mean, my end-of yr score was 92, n it's 4.0 gp. n so, it my gpa is 3.65, same as blawsie's.

i was wondering how come i got the same gpa score as her, bcos her english is better, her chinese is better, her science is better, most prob her hist and geog r better, our maths r abt the same. now i noe y. it's bcos of my french! hee. oh gosh, im falling deeper n deeper in love wif french by the day! =P

juz had speech and drama nite on fridae night. it was so nice! i love 113's play! n olivia ho, who was acting as the main character, was so...different frm her own character!

it's so surprising to see her, who is a shy n quiet girl, who excels in her studies, act as a cool bimbotic n sexy girl! haha. but it was really a nice storyline, n i like 111's n 109's. their plays are interesting, n 102's cute! esp xin er was acting in it! heee.

n the sec 2's r more difficult to do, bcos it's choral speaking, so it's more difficult to get the words to rhyme n make ur play interesting as well. oh well. that's next yr for us, i guess.

n i like the romancing singapore play bcos it's so creative n original! as well as 206's, juz sad that their's r not the top 4 finalists. sigh. oh well. enough crapping alrd. off to play neopets! there r so many trick or treats spots! happy halloween everyone! cya...

Friday, October 22, 2004

eoys r over at last...

harlo.

so sorry i didn't blog for such a long time! longest record of not blogging for so long! haha. now im off hiatus again, n due to popular demand,*winks at a certain somebody out there* i decided to blog again today! hee.

im so happy! my eoys r over at last! im going to play n haf fun n rd books, books n more books!!!!!

oh well. the eoys r ok, i suppose. i think i will do quite badly for sme subjects. english was ok, not too difficult i suppose, but still quite challenging. chinese was really difficult ok, but i think i managed to cope. hopefully.

as for history, there was not enough time! 1hr 30min for us to do 8 qns! 4 for source-based, 4 for structured qns. the last one was an essay, n i screwed it up. totally screwed up. gosh. n i had only 5 min left to do that essay. so imagine how crazy it was. k let's move on.

geog was oso not much time left to do last qn. oso an essay. abt 7-8 min left to write. so i wrote loads of crap n anything and everything i could think of. haha. n so it was rather horrid. n todae was maths. i was stuck at a qn for like 10 min at the factorisation part, then decided to move on.

the last qn the mean part i was trying hard to rmb how the mean of a distribution shd be like. i was giving myself examples on the rough paper n eventually it dawned on me. n i was happy. haha. then i went back to the qn that i was stuck at. n i eventually managed to get 60 n 70 to get a product of 4200.

but the prob is the operations didn't match! so i checked through my workings n indeed, there was a careless mistake wif the operation wrong! haha. so i managed to solve the qn correctly after all. :)

todae went to moelc for third lang for cheese-tasting session. there were 11 types of french cheese, n a few, abt 2-3 r ok. the rest r horrid! sme r awfully sour, or overly saltish, others terribly bitter, n making us feel like vomiting n we felt disgusted. n since we were provided wif french bread, which is limited so we muz eat it sparingly, n oso water which was limited, after each bite of cheese [esp horrible ones] i wld wash it down wif water n tore off the bread in desperation n gulped the bread. so that the taste of the cheese will be replaced by the bread's.

n we had great fun "yam seng"ing n xin er seemed to haf loads of laughing gas today. n her laughter is contagious, u noe. haha. it was so fun, despite the strong cheeses. n u noe smething? cheese is actually fermented milk. which meant it is rotten n partly decomposed milk. juz like wine is fermented "grape juice". ew.

n the last cheese was weird. it had dark green patches in it. n the cheese is supposed to contain the kind of mould that has penicillin. so it tasted bitter. n anibiotic type of taste. n looked n smelled disgusting too. but according to our teacher, if u drink red wine *muz be of good quality n not fake goods* n eat the cheese together, the cheese will haf sme kind of reaction wif the wine n turn sweet. gives a sweet sensation. that is so interesting. haha.

but another kind of cheese was nice! it has garlic in it n i spreaded it on my french bread n it tasted juz like garlic bread! it was so yummy! i think it was the best cheese there. then there was tartare, which has a little of the garlic taste too, but the cheese taste was stronger n it has a kind of sour taste. quite ok.

another one was a cheese which tasted like normal plain cheese, but it is extremely saltish n i need plenty of water. i thought i wld die of too much salinity in my taste buds or smething. the water didn't seem to help. haha.

there were plenty other cheese, but i will be nice n stop speaking "cheesy crap". haha. n i do not regret going for the cheese-tasting session, bcos now i noe how sme cheese taste like n can aviod it next time, n choose which cheese i shd eat in france. haha. after all, we learn through experience. haha. n my french teacher amazingly was claiming that the the cheese is nice. n she said that for every single one of the cheese. =.=" can't believe sme of the cheese is even nice to her! haha.

we oso got back our marks for our french end-of-yr exam. im amazed. at a certain section. which happens to be compo. i didn't expect to score so well! i mean, out of 15, i got 16! can u believe it? the teacher gave me full marks 15, n gave me another 1 bonus mark!!! it was so unexpected n surprising. i didn't noe wad i wrote was THAT gd.

oh n dun try to guess how many marks i got. im not going to tell u unless i want to let u noe. ha. so there.n cheer up everyone out there if ur marks r ever not good. u can always try to improve the next time. haha. ok enough alrd lah. there is too much i want to blog abt, but i wun bore u all to death wif my crap. :D

cya everyone, n enjoy! =P

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

stressed

harlo.

evilness. the evilness of orals.

i do not like orals. i do not like anything that involves meeting someone face-to-face for an exam wadsoever. i dun like orals, i dun like piano practical exams, i dun like anything that im alone in.

at least the upcoming dance test is not alone, but 4 pairs at a time. so yeah, quite fun! i love dance! cha cha is fun! i love it! and bcos we missed 2 lessons for our dance thingy, we had only two lessons b4 the dance exam. n we were the first class to learn the whole dance in juz two lessons! hurray! we r labeled "the miracle dancers"! hee...the dance exam is on this coming monday. sigh. but im sure it's fun fun fun!!!

sigh, as if the stress of having normal tests is not enough, here comes orals.

ahhhhhhh...my english oral went rather well. priscilla low rocks! i love her! she's all smiley and stuff, and her face somehow soothes my nerves. and she's SO pretty. bet she has a bf.

ok wad crap im talking abt. however, my sore throat chose to act up right at the moment while waiting for my oral, and i lost my voice and my voice became all hoarse and stuff.

for about an hour or so i went about wailing [as i tried in my hoarse voice] and complaining to my friends that i can't take my oral this way! n blah. but somehow, during my 8-min practise time for my oral outside, i had a violent coughing fit halfway-through my reading passage. and my voice became quite all right again. juz slightly hoarse. how fortunate i am.

tmr has chinese cheng yu kao cha 75-100. sigh. muz go mug later on. this sat is my french oral. im worried that the tch will ask about la famille or les amis.if the tch ask abt la vie quotidienne or les loisirs, im rather skilled at it and can understnad and memorise the stuff that i need to say alrd, but for la famille or les amis, im horrid! i take ages to understand the qns and to reply, and it's all wrong!!!

on next wed is our french final year exam. then we haf lessons on 22nd october, 27th, and 29th. that's all and that's the end of our french this yr. sighsighsigh. i'll miss my beloved mme pang! she's the best teacher in the school, and she teaches terrifically! next yr going to change teacher le. i'll miss mme pang...:_(

on 9th october is my chi oral. then frm 18th to 22nd is our eoy week. english, chinese, geog, history, and maths. one on each day. lit commont test is on dunno wad day le. forgot. blather. ting li ce yan next week. argh. exams...

hope i can survive and end off this yr wonderfully. yay! next yr im sec 2! so fast! seems juz like ytd that i graduated frm zhenghua. i feel so grown-up and like a senior! im going to haf a mortal next yr! althought rp isn't very gd, it's still quite fun and enjoyable.

the yr is very memorable as my first yr in rgs, rp, and sec school. i look forward to next yr! [n growing up =P] but smehow i dun want to grow too much, juz stay at sec 3-4 area can alrd. no more. but that's impossible. nvm. it's still a long way away, and im going to enjoy my teenage youth while i can! all the best everyone! cya!

Saturday, September 18, 2004

oral tmr

harlo.

great.

my english oral is tmr, and as if im not worried enough abt my reading and picture convo, im losing my voice.

great.

what a wonderful time to haf this happen. u might as well lay me down to slp and i dun haf to take oral ever again. yay. im going to fail my oral. flunk it.

and bcos im the first one to go, everyone behind me will do better. comparison. how perfect everything is!

hate. hatehatehatehate. i hate everything. n i hate the word "hate" too.

iccs was ok. not too sunny. very windy. n not me who doesn't want blawsum to go onto the sand, but cheryl ng who wants us to. bcos no one else is doing the grass area. everyone is doing the beach area.

which is littered wif all sort of stuff, like underwear, shirts, wood, metals, sacks, fish nets, bottles, shampoo bottles, food[mouldy and decomposed], cream and sunlotion stuff, combs, spoons, forks, knifes, straws, diapers, tissue paper, shoes, anything imaginable.

and mind you, some are washed ashore. frm the sea. so they r soggy, and wet, and filled wif sand, and extremely heavy. yes.

of course, blawsum dun mind it. bcos it's not her who is picking the litter up. and not her lugging it along, or ever get to feel how "nice" it feels, or how "light" everything is. the shoe we found is alrd so heavy, and filled wif sand. and water. juz one shoe. n it's so darned heavy.

so i guess that's enough explanation, eh?

that's all for today. enough raving at the world out there. woe to those reading this now and having to stand all my crap.




this is my way to live

What about yours?

made by rav-chan



You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


What feeling do you represent?
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ahhhh...i dun feel like a hopeless romantic. not now, that is...

pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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lovely...

what should YOUR screen name be?

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

aesthetics...

harlo.

thx ck! for saving my blog frm a state of total chaos to a wonderful perfection of excellence. haha.

now listening to the maksim cd that yy burnt for me.

rather nice. but a leetle too loud for me, and not really classical. perhaps neo-classical? well, i can barely hear maksim play. all those accompaniments blather. =P

todae started new aesthetics module.

music---recorder and
dance.

some ppl didn't bring recorders, so the teacher let us watch a video. some baroque-classical period video. wif the music of course. and the son of J.S.Bach in it. of course fictional. someone acted as him.

all those lords and ppl wear wigs. and everyday different wigs too. u noe those kind, curly kind of hair judges always wear? yep. that's it.

we are learning cha cha in the dance module. it's the mother of latin american dances. there are also, jives, pada double? [think spelt wrongly], eh...rumba/rhumba, and something else. and loads of other stuff.

like ballroom dances, street latin dances, and other kinds.

waltz, foxtrot, tango. mumba, salsa. smething like that.

anyway, the cha cha we learnt wasn't that bad. wasn't what we always think cha cha is like. and it's fun and nice! and i like the teacher! im going to give terrific remarks at he and she's going to teach us all again next yr!!!

oh well, there's the boy-part and girl-part. and we learnt the correct way for the boy to hold the girl's hand when dancing. hee...

and by the way, let me educate those boys out there. boys are to ASK POLITELY the permission to dance wif the girls, then OFFER their hands to the girls. yes. then the girls choose whether or not to dance wif them. yes. haha. going to educate anyone else who wants to be educated. aha. especially boys...

er hem. im going to enjoy myself. lalala...french tmr! i forgot loads, but nvm. our french EOY exams are 2 weeks later. and the oral is next saturday. like im so so so dead. Xp.

my english oral, fortunately, is next monday, not tmr, nor on friday. yay! dun haf to miss third lang. sighsighsigh.

exams are coming!!! exams are juz round the corner!!! im dead!!! oh dearie!!!

to all those out there, let me warn u b4 coming to rgs, be careful of dying due to the stresses of more projects and RAFFLES PROGRAMME!!!!! fine. gtg go slug it out again. byeeeeeeee...

butterfly
you are the Butterfly: always in daydreams,a
romantic person spreading beauty.


What insect are you?
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Which Season are you?


i prefer spring...




Which Sailor Scout are you?


whee! saliormoon!!! she's Tsukino Usagi.
sailor mercury is Mizuno Ami.
sailor mars is Hino Rei.
sailor jupiter is Kino Makoto. [my favourite! i love sailor jupiter!!!]
sailor venus is Aino Minako. yepz.
and the black cat is Luna, while the white one is Artemis.
how i noe? i watch sailormoon live action! which is in jap, but has english subtitles. so it's a very helpful tool in learning jap. hee...watashiwa joy-chan!

HASH(0x8bd8bac)
Dark Angel
You are mysterious and sexy, you keep to yourself
mostly, which might be why people are either so
interested in you, or think you're a weirdo.


What Kind of Female are you?
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eh...sexy? mysterious? i dun think so...

Take the Greek Goddess Test @ Rasberry Rain

goddess of marriage and childbirth. hmm. interesting.

Monday, September 06, 2004

back frm jb

harlo.

ytd my mum brought me to johor. first time im in malaysia! haha. n fortunately, i didn't see any teachers *winks at ck*, and it was rather boring. went to visit sme relative, then went shopping and stuff.

the food there was nice and cheap! i realised everything is very cheap leh! haha, but still, im rather uneasy seeing everyone like shorter than me. it's so amazing that malays[females lah, the males not many bcos males dun really go shopping] are rather short. like 15smething cm like that.

everywhere i saw couples hugging each other walking around shopping. *shudders* oh yes and sme weird malay guy waved to me. stupid lor. i ignored him. haha. u nv noe if they r trying to trick u into giving money to them. =P pah.

oh well, later going to watch "a cinderella story" wif leican. haha. she is broke, so she can't treat me. but she is willing to treat 50 cents. haha. wadeva. holidays r so fun. if only we can haf holidays forever, and not so much homework, and more storybooks and novels, it would be heavenly.

but that's an illusion. a dream. the paradise. not possible wherever there is school and teachers. so yeah. too bad. bonnes vacances! [happy holidays]

British
Britain


?? Which Country Are You From ??
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sigh. was hoping for france. oh well, nvm. haha. im not frm france anw. im frm singapore! haha.

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

happy teachers' day!

Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers i noe and i don't!!!

harlo.

Happy teachers' day everyone!

Well, now im not worried abt my piano exam results! not really, but my piano teacher told me that whether i pass or not i will still continue on to the grade 7! yay!

oh, and i haf to make a decision. i haf to decide whether i want to take grade 7 exam next yr and gr 8 exam the next, or skip gr 7 and take gr 8 two yrs.

bcos gr 8 is more difficult and is the most important exam. u can only go for diploma exam is u passed ur gr 8 exam, gr 1-7 doesn't matter, so yeah.

i dunno which lah. maybe the two yrs gr 8 thingy. maybe. then i can learn a few months gr 7 pieces but dun need to focus so much bcos dun haf exam, then can concentrate more on gr 8. sigh. ppl, give ur opinions leh [at the tagboard...hee]!

and hug me too. k thx. :D

got chinese zi du kao cha tmr and maths test. better go study for them now. cya.

You are Bill the Pony, a stout little packhorse.  You are loyal and steadfast despite your fears of wild animals.
You are Bill the Pony!


Which LOTR Horse Are You?
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cute little pony! -patpat-


it's sining after basketball, 30th august 2004! and the lovely pic, by the way, was created by ck and blawsum. :)

hehe, that's sining's picture when she was erm, yeah, stripping bcos she went to play basketball and was perspiring like mad. and she claimed it was too hot, and she stripped. haha. in the class of course, but still...she looked as though it rained all over her. so sweaty! haha. ah well, wadeva....sining is always nuts...

Friday, August 27, 2004

flunking french controle

harlo.

sorry for not blogging for such a long time. i flunking my french controle this time. i wun be surprised if everyone else is better than me. really. and please, everyone dun go, "u always say that one, and in the end u r still better than us". dun haf such high expectations of me lar. this time i really find it rather tough ok. and i hardly revised u noe. and i noe i make a lot of careless mistakes u all didn't make. so rather obvious that i may be lower than everyone k. dead le. sigh. but nvm. im going to strive real hard for my french final yr examinations, which is 4 weeks away. sigh. im not going to let french pull my other subjects marks down(overall marks lah). it haven't, until now [controle]. im going to make it my best subject, even better than my maths!

what can i blog abt? so many things happened, but i don't feel like blogging abt them. well, got loads of hmewk. got bio pt. muz draw and stuff. sigh.

oh yeah. thankeeeeeeees yy! u gave me my 1000th huggg! -muack- haha. merci! ok. my screw a little loose up there. -gives screw a tighter turn- there. it's better. haha. all the best everyone! cya.

Crab
Crab


?? Which Creature Of The Sea Are You??
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I'm a Dandelion! O happy day! Can you smell me? You say my pits stink? Great! You say I'm ugly? Great! You say you have a gun? Great! You gonna kill me? Great! I'm just so god damn happy! Everything is wonderful!
What bloom are you? by Polly_Snodgrass


err...i dun think i will say "great!" when smeone is abt to kill me...=.="

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

happy...

harlo.

im so happy today! my piano practical exam grade 6 is finally over!!! i hope i pass so that i dun haf to retake the exam again. well, at least i dun haf to worry abt it anymore until next yr! one whole yr without worries!!! im so happy!

even though tmr there is a chinese test 3, which is super big, i didn't study for it at all. i was too busy practising my piano real hard. and i can't be bothered. it's my happy piano over mood u noe. i dun care. i think im going to fail this test, but nothing is going to spoil my mood for my piano exam over. so there.

well, how does that maksim guy look like? yy, u make him sound horrendous u noe. haha. let me try out the blockquote thingy that ck taught us in her blog...

"Free at last, free at last! Thank God Almighty we are free at last!"

~Martin Luther King Junior's "I HAVE A DREAM" speech.

hehe. our english tch taught us persuasive speeches and she showed us this speech. haha. quite persuasive u noe. haha. well, gd luck for ur chinese test tmr everyone! all the best, best wishes, gd luck and gd health forever!!!



you are violet
#EE82EE

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be.

Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan.

Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
the spacefem.com html color quiz


The Strokes
Garage rock! I like you... I like you alot! You
and indie are on the same plane for me! You
bring rock'n'roll down to its dirty roots,
whether being minimalist like The White Stripes
or retro like The Strokes. You keep on doing
what you're doing! Oh...and did I mention I
like you alot?


What genre of rock are you?
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eeks! garage rock? i dun think i even like rock. and these ppl look horrendously disgusting! r they frm the 1950s? *puking*

holding hands
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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erm...if im not wrong, they r a wedding couple....?

wine
You're a Glass of Wine!


What Type of Alcoholic Beverage Are You?
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gold heart
Heart of Gold


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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