happy chinese new year!

as we welcome the year of the rat, happy chinese new year everyone!

the festive season is once again here, and i can dump all thoughts of jc and work aside and enjoy (the wondrous feast and free flow of food and drinks woohoo!) not forgetting all the ang paos we'll be getting! yay im totally in holiday mood alrd (:

ahh...and yes valentine's friendship day is upcoming and just round the corner! im sure there are ppl who are looking forward to it, and there are plenty more who are dreading it ^^ but i think you should look forward to it, bcos i am (: you'll know why on that day hee. plus take 5 to look forward to!

okok err i wanted to blog about something else but i totally forgot now. so yeah nvm. im reading sophie's world! it's all philosophical and odd but oh well, i suppose it'll be good. hmm and yeah rj's library collection is rather extensive. and bigger than rgs'.

oh yeah i met up with my pri sch frens on cny eve. we caught up with each other a bit, and it was pretty nice talking and relaxing, with the festive mood all around.

6L'03 (: [part of]

i feel so old now.

aftermath of o level results

everytime it gets to the chorus, i feel like im getting teary. thanks to wonderful og/o'nite memories...

o level results out alrd! i got A2 so im pretty happy with it, esp since i know i screwed up my essay so im glad i didn't get B or anything worse >.< congrats to all else who did well, and cheer up to all those who's disappointed.

no matter what you got, it's the best you could have done, and there's nothing else you can do about it anymore. just look ahead and move on, and keep on doing your best for the future.

i think im pretty much ok with my class now, but i wonder if we'll ever get closer than that... it's like we're pretty much stagnating at this certain level, and there's an invisible barrier which we have to break through b4 we can get more bonded.

perhaps after the 2nd intake? bcos i think there may be ppl coming in to join our class and i hope no one leaves the class anymore...one person alrd can't stay with the class le.

as for my og, i think one person isn't staying either...sigh.that's the cruel reality of being in a premier jc.

but don't you worry, i won't ever forget any of you as far as possible (what with my short term memory it may be challenging for me but i'll do my best T.T) so don't forget about me k? these past weeks we've spent together have been far too short, and rmb, you'll always be part of t'estosterone BW-04, or class 09S06T, no matter where all of you go.

well on a brighter note, i hope to make new frens and learn more about my classmates and ogmates together with the 2nd intake ppl! ^^

oh yeah im running for council. i decided it will be a whole new experience, and if i don't try now, when? i do hope i'll be able to get in, then i'll be able to learn a lot more about myself and about others.

-hugs- to all who need them. whether it's about academic results, or about personal matters, or relationships, or just for your birthday. everyone deserves a hug in one way or another, so yeah, a big HUG to all of you! (:

always remember this:

maybe we will drift apart,
but promise you my friend,
left you a space in my heart.

clash of the titans clubs

obviously im not going to blog about random rumours that aren't true, it's just that there are some ppl in my class who like to have some fun and entertainment in their mugger lives and so come up with odd speculations and just so happens that im the victim so yeah.

KAI-per's Belt, it's all your fault! i shall kill u the next time i see u. to think i so nice play the ballade pour adeline thingy for you then u do this to me!!!

and blaws and qw too! gahh. fake cheri can also be prepared to be killed torturously if you ppl harp on it. -glares-

anw back to the point, hmm jc life is super hectic and loads of work to be done, and all the sessions i've been going for are pretty ok. but now i think bridge club clashes with jap club, so how? T.T dunno what i should do then...both are pretty fun, and bridge club can learn how to own win ppl at contract bridge, while jap club can learn more jap stuff and culture!

but oh well very few ppl know how to play contract bridge anw, so even if i can own win ppl, others don't know how to play so not that much use. T.T

the good thing is it's the only time we can play cards in school. so i don't intend to quit ^^"

jap club is the only time i can slack and relax and have fun, so i don't intend to quit either!

so if they clash...how?

blah

ok thanks to popular demand of only one person i decided to blog. even though i don't have much inspiration whatsoever...

oh yah im super happy today! i actually did something i nv expected i could do: i gave up my seat to this elderly man on the mrt! he came on and was looking for a seat, holding lots of stuff, so i stood up. there was no hesitation or a single thought at all. i was amazed.

i highly suspect that if i actually hesitated or thought of how tired i was, i would have done what the student development guy said, "everyone look down and pretend to sleep". anw i felt GREAT after giving up my seat. it's like I'VE DONE A WONDERFUL THING TODAY! ^^

it's amazing such little things can actually make your day.

anw i've gone for french connection and astro and jap club sessions so far. im sure joining astro, jap club no plans of quitting yet, french x not sure yet bcos my lessons end late on friday, and i would only have like 40 minutes to go for french x? which is SAD. i wonder when bridge is going to contact us. if it clashes with astro, i guess i'll have to drop it. sigh.

bio soc not joining bah, alchemy i don't think im joining either, but im going for the session tmr anw. anw i've signed up for the science enrichment module on perfume chemistry! it's bcos my fren wanted me to join her, plus im free enough anw. and it sounds fun. =P i hope it is fun and useful enough.

tmr we're celebrating the january babies' birthdays in our class! i went to buy the cake just now with ct rep. bleh dunno if it's nice oso.

hmm and jap club was pretty ok, i won myself chocolates instead of forfeit! we were playing pass the parcel and after a few rounds of ppl getting forfeits, there was this music that happened to be called "love and joy", and it stopped when i got the parcel. i thought i got a forfeit too -horror-, but i unwrap it and i realise it's the last layer. i got the gift! whee. as the jap club guy said, "so you see, not all forfeits are bad right?"

oh and anyone interested in forming study groups? i think fly wants to form a study group in our og to mug physics or something (dunno why) and i've got a classmate who wants to study together. hmm. though i have no idea why ppl in my class and many ppl i know are so enthu about mugging.

there's still like 1 year and months months months away from a levels, and 2nd intake not even here yet! and ppl want study groups T.T

hence im now influenced and joining these ppl to become enthu about mugging as well. after all, it's one of the few things i can do -well- in. hmm actually it's the only thing i can do well in.

wait no, i can't even do well in mugging!

im such a sad case.

there's still loads for me to look forward to and to dread, like astro j1 induction session on fri for the former, and pracs and tutorials and lectures and mugging for the latter.

wow the imbalance is so obvious.

p.s. i hope this satisfies your curiosity of what's been going on in my life so far -directed at the one enthu reader who "inspired" me to blog-

back to rgs

nope, im not like retained or anything in rgs -.-", i just went back to rg today with blaws and qw. mean qw made us wait downstairs for ages! in the stifling hot room even though it was raining outside! T.T

saw a few co juniors, but it was pretty much the same, just some classrooms had new tables and chairs, my class has new ppl taking it and my ex-locker (haha i made that up!) is still empty. hmm i don't feel that much for rg anymore lah, im more of looking forward to rj, i think it's bcos what really kept me to rg was the ppl in there. now all the ppl are over at rj, so there's nothing much left at rg except for my juniors and scitare.

anw i realised that im really enthu these days. it must be the feeling of being a junior again, and knowing there's not that much chances in the future to be so enthu T.T in fact, im starting to surprise myself o.o im like so active every morning, i just feel odd sitting still. i keep fidgeting about lehh

i feel like jumping around and dancing to random music, and doing stupid stuff like sing ppg songs while squishing blaws. =P

once mundane sch life kicks in, i guess i will probably become less enthu and start going back to being the "quiet girl who should participate more actively". bleh.

at least i know i can be enthu if i want to.

orientation is officially over ):

im sad.

read post title, and you'll understand why.

sigh i feel sad that orientation is so short and over in a blink of an eye. it's really the best orientation i've ever been to, a lot of work and effort put in by the student council, all ogls and house d, and all of us j1s too

and here i have a love confession to make:

I LOVE MY OG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

everyone in my og is nice, and it's really rare that i find myself in a group where i like EVERYONE! i hope we'll stay together even though orientation is over and everything.

as for my class, it's 09S06T, subject combi pcme. congrats blaws and qw and the rest for getting into ki! i knew u all could do it (: -HUGS-

i don't know my class well yet, but i hope there will be more opportunities for us to bond. currently everyone is pretty much in cliques, esp the guys (!!!!) and they don't seem to have much initiative to get to know others better. i don't believe that they are really that shy. -glares-

it's pretty embarrassing for me to go around asking guys for their names and stuff u know! but ok lah i guess it should be pretty much worth it -i hope-

hmm so far i don't know all of my classmates yet, there's this bunch of ri guys that i don't know their names at all, and another bunch whose names i can't quite rmb (since it's all chinese names, it's really difficult to rmb)

all the girls can rmb le, and a few guys yeah. hope my class turns out to be as nice as my og, or even better. -wishes upon one of the shooting stars that seen at geminids ^^-

so far the meteor wishes have been pretty much accurate...(except for the one where we wished for thousands and thousands of meteors to appear b4 our eyes =P) so good luck to me!

and good luck to all of you too, all the best with your classes and ogs (if you're j1s) and in your studies (for j2s)! (:

most memorable finale ever.

orientation' 08 t'sparanza

so far orientation has been pretty fun!

my og is really nice, BW-04! haha name of the og? don't tell u, go find out yourself ^^ it's pretty weird anw...

yepp i love my ogls! and my og! and we've had some fun together -nods-

especially batch dance, it's very fun! look at it!



look at 2:37, the guy in the middle (3rd from left) is one of my ogls! hahaha he's in song and dance and he's really small and cute! blaws will love bullying him ^^"

the second part, the love story bit is cute, the third bit is even cuter! esp when the music goes "AHHHHHHHHHHHH" we all drown! haha

and the dj part we all act as djs shuffling the music! so fun! the last part the house moves! -ROARRRRRRRRRR-

even though it's dancing with a guy, my partner's pretty enthu and stuff, and the dance is fun, so im happy with it ^^

poor blaws seems to be stalked by someone from her og...-patpat- wish her luck! i'll try to talk to u as much as possible if i see u around being stalked by that someone (:

anw it's like the first time i stay outside so late everyday. first day of orientation, reach home 9+pm, 2nd day reach home 10.15pm, 3rd day reach home 10.45pm, wonder what time i'll reach home on monday huh...

well it makes me feel grown-up and independent...but it can be really tiring and mentally taxing, with all the lack of sleep and stuff. but not really physical tiring as in muscle aches lah ok! -looks pointedly at blaws- it's fun so i guess it's worth it.

sigh orientation ending le, monday last day. i'll miss everyone in my og...bleh ):

happy new year 2008

Happy New Year 2008! it's a new year and a new beginning, and jc and loads to look forward to ^^

wishing for a great year ahead and everything to go smoothly for not just me, but my family and friends around me!

anw i just found a really nice french song on youtube, part of the lion king songs but in french.

it's called une famille (a family). i dedicate it to all and my family. (: lyrics are below (in french)

Les Paroles:

(simba)
Dans la vie tu le verras
Il arrive que parfois
On ne sait pas
On ne peut pas tout prévoir
Tout n'est pas blanc ou noir
Il faut y croire

Tous les jours avec toi
Nous ferons un nouveau pas
Même s'il semble que nos rêves soient partis
Nous serons toujours là
Plein d'espoir et fière de toi
Tous ensemble nous formons
Une famille

(Refrain)
Une famille, Une famille nous formons (2x)

(Kiara)
Pourquoi changer toute ma vie
Je veux rester ainsi
Tout comme je suis
Mon cœur pourrait me guider
Je ne peux l'écouter
Que de penser

(simba)
Ceux qui ne sont plus là
Marche avec nous vers la voix
Un nouveau jour se lève pour toi
Larme de peine larme de joie
Il n'y a qu'une seule chose qui mène
La fierté car nous sommes
Une famille

(Refrain)
Une famille, Une famille nous formons (2x)

(simba)
Comme le ciel et la terre
Nous sommes tout de solidaire
Une famille qui suit la lumière
La sagesse, le courage
Sont pour toi tes seuls bagages
Car nous sommes pour toujours
UNE FAMILLE

haha sorry for those who don't understand french, u all can try translator or something, im lazy to translate. it's all pretty nice and touching stuff about being a family! haha

nous sommes pour toujours, UNE FAMILLE...bonne année!

almost christmas day

lalala it's christmas eve today! im happy bcos i received a super duper nice christmas card ytd from blaws! ^^ hand-made too! nv received such christmas cards b4 wheeeee!

im sure it's a coincidence that we both thought of each other for christmas cards. (:

psychic evidence number...41? haha or maybe more. can't rmb alrd...

and im happy bcos i got a super nice tarot card reading in the card too (: whee!

well im actually blogging just bcos im happy receiving that card. so MERCI BEAUCOUP MA CHERE BLAWS! JE T'AIME TOUJOURS! AISHITERU! <3 YOU!

oh, and merry christmas everyone, in advance! joyeux noël!

have a merry merry day and a happy happy new year!

clearing out

i spent the WHOLE day clearing out my sec sch stuff today. i thought it would just take the morning, but i was wrong. i finished at like 6.30pm? T.T

by then i was suffering from headache and backache liao.

look at the amount of papers and notes and worksheets im throwing i mean recycling. ^^"



it measured up to...

about 20 cm in height.

it's a record k! usually the stuff i throw is only half the height! amazing how much more notes u get in upper sec O.o



yeah in general it was pretty messy, but i feel accomplished when i managed to clear all of it. ^^

ok it's still rather messy but there's too many files and books that i don't want to throw! and most of the thick files there are empty! so yah i can reuse them for next yr ^^ save money!

anw it's much better than b4 le lah, and if im not complaining, y should you? it's my cupboard after all (:

geminids' 07

one of the best meteor watches of the year - geminids meteors.

indeed, it was significantly better than orionids, but part of the reason was also bcos we were at a darker place than ecp, and the islands across the sea weren't as bright as whatever land it was across ecp ^^ yepp so less light pollution, we could see more stars! and more meteors...

also, we spent most of the night meteor-watching, whereas on orionids night, we spent most of the night doing erhem interesting activities.

yeah changi beach park was really uncomfortable though! it's full of sand at the beach, and the sea tide kept rising so we had to keep moving to higher ground and it's just so scary to be watching for meteors and all of a sudden, this fishy stinky smell gets really strong and u sit up, to find yourself surrounded by water! AHHH!

ok just jk, the last bit wasn't true, but u sit up, to find yourself suddenly 2 metres from the water! and the tide advancing eerily towards you threatening to swallow you and make you wet and dirtier than you alrd were!

oh and the wind was really strong, and it was colder than it was at the orionids. hmm and we didn't see any perverts. blaws was convinced that the ppl at changi village were trans though. im uh neutral.

oh but we do know that there are ppl who LIVE at cbp, outside the toilet there were quite a lot of big tents and bashas well-equipped for sleep, and ppl who were bathing and BRUSHING TEETH in the toilet. haha but the soap made the toilet smell infinitely better, so i don't mind.

now i know why perverts don't dare to reside in the female toilet. for one, they may end up falling asleep and there would still be no one. (it's so ulu after all haha) also, the toilet stinks so much and it's really dirty, so im sure perverts will faint of the stink b4 they even last an hour in there. HEH.

anyway back to the main point. the meteors! we saw 60! i thought i saw a few more, but im really not sure, bcos it was like 5am alrd, and i hadn't even slept a wink, plus i slept really late the night b4, so i was tired beat. practically spacing out and almost falling asleep then. haha i think that was the worst time, esp since we didn't go night cycling or anything, it was really difficult to last through that last hour. but well, we did anyway.

so yeah i thought i saw a few flashing by, but im really not sure. they're so faint and short and fast that i thought i might have been hallucinating. it might have been someone's light flashing by or something? anw it may have really been meteors, just that it was the light pollution that made them so faint, so yeah. maybe they were meteors. but im not counting them anyway, bcos they are so lousy and faint and not nice at all.

so yeah 60 meteors, out of which about 10+ which were REALLY NICE. there were 2 greenish ones i rmb, with silver tails, and some which were silver in colour and streaked across really SLOWLY! as in they lasted for at least 3 seconds! one even up to 5 seconds! all the way across! and they were really nice and big! especially the two golden ones i saw. those were the best. such a bright yellowish gold, big and fat and nicely streaking across to my right, around 3 seconds. LOVELY.

these were really better than those at orionids. i only saw 1 that was really nice then, and that was the first meteor T.T so i do conclude that, geminids was indeed one of the best watches.

i saw the big dipper for the first time! coolness.

and there were planes taking off constantly in the middle of the night. really big and noisy and ppl kept joking that there were several big man-made meteors that moved really slowly. lameness.

sigh. but really, singapore too bright le. it's not a good place for meteor-watching or star-gazing. it was really irritating that we could only see tiny streaks of meteors when i knew they could have been big and magnificent in darker areas. but i guess it would be too dangerous if they turned off all the lights. but when ur eyes adapt to the dark, u find that the sky is still too bright. u can't see a lot of the stars!

oh yeah and it was pretty cloudy a few times, but im glad it didn't rain! hurray! i think it had something to do with the sea breeze thing, bcos the clouds would all eventually get blown away by the winds haha and we can have our clear sky back. but when clouds cover the view, we just sit up and chat and play random card games like uno and bridge.

and we learnt quite a surprising aspect of deut-fluoride's life. o.o

ah well. i suppose his emoness should be significantly lessened now. good for him.

it's been a pretty great night, though it could have been better. we practically daoed bp and ri and whatever other ppl there were, except for rj. if jovina were there, she would have gone socialising happily. it seems to be a skill that all of us are really lacking in. =P

i mean, how do you socialise in the middle of the night and not disturb other ppl's sleep/meteor-watching??? esp when u can't quite tell who is who in the dark lighting unless u go really close to them, and it's pretty odd to get so close to random guys u don't even know, in the middle of the night!

we were pretty much the only girls around, plus a 3 or 4 others. the rest were mostly guys.

i think the next time i go meteor-watching, i would want to go to some ulu island to watch for it, and not in brightly lit singapore.

i made wishes for the first 22 of the meteors, but i ran out of wishes to wish for specifically. i mean, how to think of so many wishes in such a short time in the middle of the night in the middle of nowhere! so yeah i just gave up and simply counted the meteors.

i think all of you should try star-gazing and meteor-watching at least once in a lifetime. it really made me feel closer to nature in the quiet surroundings, lying on my back, looking up to the skies. it feels as though im closer to the stars just by being able to look at them. like we're insignificant beings in the face of the grand universe, and so it's simply worth it to be able to just get closer to the truth of our world, and that is, that we're simply one planet in the middle of millions and millions of glaxies and stars and planets.

once u realise that, it feels as though my life has been fulfilled and it doesn't matter if we're gone and wiped out, because the stars will keep on shining and the planets will keep on spinning even if we're gone. that's the impact that mankind has on nature.

p.s. plus wishing upon a shooting star is really romantic! for all u know, it may come true. ^^ im going to see if my wishes will come true...

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but other than that not bad lah rather accurate. haha me has reputation! -good reputation hopefully-

for those who lasted through the quizzes, thank you. im going to rainie yang's autograph session like NOW! a pity i can't make it for her music showcase in the evening but nvm, better off not there, it's like a dragonfly @ st james power station, which is like (age limit females - 18, males - 23 HAHA) so not exactly nice place to be for guai guai girls like me ^^"

eh im going to yuling's dance charity concert instead, im looking forward to great show tonight! and then it's back to mugging full force again tmr and tuesday and then it's bonne chance pour mon examen de DELF. oui.

alors je sera LIBRE!!!!

les vacances

sont très ennuyeuses. je m'ennuie à mourir. T.T (yes it's correct i found it in the dictionnaire earlier aujourd'hui. trop de studying makes me go fringlish. T.T)

tmr going to send sk off...will miss her bah? maybe sometimes but now im pretty much in a bad mood so i won't miss her that much. HMPH she was supposed to have a quiet little farewell lunch avec moi et a few of ses amies ET MAINTENANT!? WHAT'S HAPPENED? now she's like not eating with us anymore, and dunno eating with her cca and then now there's the class involved as well. JE NE COMPRENDS PAS. hmph.

je suis un peu jalouse. et un peu en colère.

ce n'est pas juste.

anw now it's like mugging everyday for french delf, and i can't wait for it to be over. im just dying slowly in this place. it's like i mug half an hour then i will run out and slack. then i will die of boredom then i go back grudgingly to mug. mug another half hour i run out and try to slack again. cycle repeats. c'est ma vie maintenant. c'est terrible, non?

oh well and when i do want to study for french, my mum brings me out and stuff. my progress is REALLY slow maintenant, it's like only sec 1 and half of sec 2 stuff covered. there's still sec 3 and 4 and the files? and the textbooks? and the exercises im going to practise??? how to finish.

i still have a few events coming up too, like the charity dance concert im attending on sunday. OH AND rainie yang is coming to singapore! i have a good mind to attend her autograph session on dec 2...anyone interested? we can go together...(doubt anyone is interested anw) ^^"

okok now im dying of boredom, and i shall go back grudgingly to mug again. i guess i'll post again perhaps after delf. may lady luck smile upon me. i really have to pass that test lehh....

nothing to do

now that i've been having holidays for a few weeks, im feeling bored alrd. my computer is spoilt and this com im using is half-spoiling and there's like NO music. except for a few random songs here and there. T.T sigh. nothing to do other than math and reading a book. ah well getting bored leeeee...sigh.

dunno what to do.

anw i won a book from this lucky draw at library@orchard. im so happy! hee shows im lucky enough! kindof. nv won lucky draws b4. my first!

SIGH there doesn't seem to be any interesting games around for me to play either. and i don't want to mug! i wan slack-mode. ):

farewell alma mater 2007

here's the long-awaited post on farewell alma mater (FAM) 2007! (at least i hope it's LONG-AWAITED) it's also known as prom night, or grad night, or batch dinner whatever u get the idea. it was held at meritus mandarin hotel on the 12th november.

supposed to be there 6.15pm and seated by 6.30pm. i was running late and going to reach at 6.30pm and i was so worried that everyone would really be SEATED by then. and i would enter alone and unwelcome, (u know those grand entrance, then all the ppl turn and stare at u as u turn red and flustered finding ur table >.<)

well in the end everyone was still hanging around the lobby of meritus mandarin (phew), and also the lobby outside the ballroom on 4th floor. so not late! in fact, it started at around...7.45pm? heh the mc saying "the programme is a little bit delayed" is totally understatement of the century. ^^"

so, what were we doing from 6.30pm to 7.45pm?

notice the many ppl behind us? everyone's kindof milling around and taking pictures with random ppl

can see more random ppl actually moving by behind us. me and os! (os apparently chose her lavender one instead. ^^")

me and geri! geri so cute righttt

then we moved into the ballroom. (and we were first few there, so nothing to do, what else?)

the table i was at. table 46 violan to be exact. since we were early in there, empty table for us. btw, dazzle's the theme for our FAM.

look at the difference with flash! the place is rather darkly-lit so if u don't use flash rather blurry. u use flash? super sharp, but it looks like the area around it is super dark...different atmosphere?

doorgift was a birthday bear. i got some march one, so i went around searching for my month's and got a july!






poor bear looks like it's being kidnapped...








and bundled up...



sad and lonely. dunno why they wan put a black tie thingy around its neck too. poor thing...

so SMILE!

vast difference from the smiley keychain we got along with the bear!

the stage.
acid rush and 414 from our sch performed some singing and playing, not too bad, esp 414's harmonising. a bit like pseudonym, since some of the pseudonym ppl were in it...

oh and RJC's street dance performed too! not too bad, esp some of them were quite good. however a few looked out of place and uncomfortable. =P not bad lah...





videos here









videos there

and televisions for ppl who can't see from the back. ^^" acid rush performing "she will be loved". i think.


btw this has NOT been edited.
seriously this picture should have been impossible to be captured on film. what's that weird effect thingy! we were laughing at something can't rmb what.

psst! BLAWS IS WEARING A DRESS AND MAKE-UP! spaghetti strap dress! unfortunately she too shy to show off her shoulders in the picture. T.T

highlight of the night, miss farewell alma mater competition. one person from each class has been nominated months ago, and they would be vying for the title of Miss FAM 2007! ah well they cat-walked down the aisle individually, quite scary for them bah, bcos everyone was staring at them and gossiping about how stick-thin she looks! or how she looks so pretty! her dress is tailor-made u know! wah that dress is beeeauuutifull! etc etc

then they each performed something of their own, mostly singing and dancing, some magic tricks, and toe did some waitor-miming act ^^ joyce did some snake piping thingy? grace zhang FUNNIEST LAH her lame jokes and "magic" that was so obviously fake! and the poem she made up! it all rhymes and was sooo funny! wonder how long she actually took to do that. i thought she should have won miss FAM that night. she was really quite good...

then came the question and answer session. each contestant picks a question at random, and they have to answer lor. haha like beauty pageant. then the questions were actually asked by teachers recorded on video-tape! quite creative. can't quite rmb the responses..this girl picked a qn about would u go for plastic surgery or not, and why. she started giving evidence to support her answer, like ss or english essay T.T she was talking about how there's some woman in the us, then everyone was like WAHHHH so pro can rmb! haha but her response quite PC.

then some ppl gave random examples from their daily lives to support their answer, like joyce said something about her falling down while hurrying to the canteen in p5. she said it taught her "more haste, less speed", so she must be careful next time. haha sounded like something she crapped up.

in the end Miss FAM 2007 was zhen er, she performed some pokemon theme song about heroes, and got her whole class up front to shout as fans -.-" then for qn and ans she was asked, if you have to choose between harry potter and frodo, who would you marry, and why. her reply: "harry potter. because frodo has HAIRY FEET. i don't want hairy feet IN MY BED. oh no. NO NO." everyone burst into spluttering laughter.

she quite funny lah.

my class' contestant was macey, i think she was rather nervous that's y she didn't project her voice better during the singing, then her answering also a bit odd. but not bad lah, she got Miss Personality! haha quite suited her. anw all of the contestants got some title so they wouldn't feel left-out. ^^"

lucky draw time, no one from our table won anything. huiwen and chels were like "ME ME! PICK ME! PICK ME!" in the end they compromised and went "you take 1st i take 2nd ok?" in the end both didn't win anything haha. i told them next time they should try reverse, that means go "NOT ME! NOT ME! I DON'T WAN TO WIN!" then they will win lor. might work, u nv know.

btw, bored by all that text? Nanao Ise actually appeared at my table! in fact, she was sitting right across from me. for the unaware, nanao is an anime character from bleach. this is how she looks like.



and this is her at my table.

nanao ise, lieutenant of 8th division, soul society, eating.

aiya SORRY LAH but she refused to be caught on camera with her specs on, so i had to resort to taking her when she was eating! haha so she doesn't look very glam or anything. everyone was struggling to eat and drink without smudging lipstick/makeup so funny haha. glad i didn't put lipstick or much makeup ^^

personally, i felt the prettiest girl that night was her. she looked so elegant in her all-black outfit, she should have been Miss Elegant haha. well she's miss elegant in my heart, so that's what matters. LOVE YOU JESSIE! you so cute! she can look so shuai4 and so pretty at two different occasions. so amazingly rare!

FAM that night wasn't really much, but it serves as a closure to our RGS journey. we can 收拾好心情 and 勇往直前 towards the beginning of our RJC journey. i learnt that trying to self-take pictures with the camera is NOT easy at all. the only ppl who have mastered the skill is shiao and cheryllynn. HAHA they are like come come take picture! -holds camera, smile, blink and it's over, perfectly in the center-

me, yuling and eileen have been trying it since end of exams, but we always fail miserably. one of us would either be cut in half out of the picture, or it's off-center, or all three of us not in the frame. well yuling is the better one of us though, at least our faces all somewhat inside HAHA. eh well whatever this is side tracking.

erhem. yes FAM holds many of our memories, and with this, i can proudly say I have graduated from the portals of RGS! Farewell, my Alma Mater!

p.s. blaws if u wan pictures from me email me/msn me. send me the pictures u have also, esp the last 2 photos. (:

a joke

One day, the phone rang, and a little boy answered.

"May I speak to your parents?"
"They're busy."
"Oh. Is anybody else there?"
"The police."
"Can I speak to them?"
"They're busy."
"Oh. Is anybody else there?"
"The firemen."
"Can I speak to them?"
"They're busy."

"So let me get this straight -- your parents, the police, and the firemen are there, but they're all busy? What are they doing?"

"Lookin for me."

haha.

interesting read

A mother enters her daughter's bedroom and sees a letter over the bed

With the worst premonition, she reads it with trembling hands:

Dear Mom,

It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm telling you that I eloped with my new boyfriend.

I found real passion and he is so nice, with all his piercing and tattoos and his big motorcycle.

But it's not only that mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy in his trailer in the woods. He wants to have many more children with me and that's one of my dreams. I've learned that marijuana doesn't hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and his friends, who are providing us with all the cocaine and ecstasies we may want. In the meantime, we'll pray for science to find the AIDS cure, for Ahmed to get better, he deserves it.

Don't worry Mom, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself.

Some day I'll visit for you to know your grandchildren.

Your daughter, Judith

PS: Mom, it's not true. I'm at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to show you that there are worse things in life than the report card that's in my desk drawer...

I love you!

haha found it so interesting and irresistable so have a good laugh at that! source: gillian's blog ^^

My Colorgenics results. a bit exaggerated but certainly have experienced the below-mentioned b4. accurate in some parts, too. and actually im really tired doing this bcos i wanted to go sleep quickly so yeah might have affected the results too heh?

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

Matters have not gone well for you. You are experiencing severe stress trying to guard yourself from further disappointments. It would seem that all of your hopes and dreams have not been realised and you are now beginning to doubt yourself. You no longer wish to be further advised by anyone and you insist on going it alone - to control your own destiny. Even though deep down you doubt whether things will get better in the future you have one consolation - and that is that they couldn't possibly get worse. Unwilling to give up anything that you possess, you are looking for some sort of security as a protection against any further setback or loss of position and prestige. You are so negative that you tend to exaggerate your problems and refuse to accept any advice from so called well-meaning friends.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

quite cool. go on and try it yourself!
http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

good news

i have good news today!

1. the community libraries have all doubled loans from 4 books to 8 books! and now i can borrow so many more books! -jumps around in glee-

fine i know not everyone is really excited about that. ):

2. my voice is still around! i was pretty much going hoarse ytd and losing my voice but today it's back. but it's dying, i can tell. at least not that bad right, got some voice today! (so my juniors won't have to rmb me as some hoarse girl with no voice) (:

3. our marks were moderated! at least english, higher chinese, and chem were. they were actually my worst subjects so hurray! so i had a WAHH shock when i received my marks today. and pohpoh really seemed to like me. well, it's nice to know. ^^"

now my marks look so much better than they really are. but oh well. it's pretty much useless, since im still lousy. it's just moderating that makes it look good. T.T

4. i got loads of gifts and notes today! when all i expected to get today was my marks. so i was so surprised when ppl like sabrina gave stuff to me (the cookies were nice! your baking is superb as usual), yihui and vanessa too! <3 even though we're all going rjc they still bothered. the co juniors too, they gave loads of stuff to me and even though i don't even know 80% of them they still gave me stuff anw. i was really touched by the time and efforts they took to make all those gifts and stuff. so THANK YOU! i got much more than i expected today.

p.s. got my first flower today. am happy. (:

5. i survived sec 4! survived 4 whole years at rgs and im supposedly a thinker, leader, pioneer now. and uhh according to chen lao shi "she is gracious, poised and works with quiet confidence. she is a very well-behaved pupil and always acts in a sensible manner. She is most attentive in class showing excellent concentration"

i guess it just means im perfectly awake while everyone else is falling asleep around me. ^^" no lah just jk...

anw all my comments are quite good and everything...the general idea is im quiet, polite, hardworking. looking at my sec 1 comments and sec 4 comments, the only significant difference i can tell is that i participate more actively in class now, im more conscientious, im respectful, and now im confident too. that's good i guess?

i rmb in sec 2 mrs koh always says about how her sec 4s are all so mature and good, how when "u girls go to sec 4 u will change and mature like them, from girls to become women who are confident in what they do", "there is always a difference between the lower sec and sec 4s, there's this transition that u must go past to mature, to become like the sec 4s" etc. she thinks really well of sec 4s. i wonder if it's just that batch or of sec 4s in general. am i mature and more confident now? will mrs koh say the same of me as a sec 4 as compared to the sec 4s back then? have i grown into a young woman as she says?

i don't feel much different, except that i have 领悟了生活的一些道理. maybe that's maturing. it's just viewing life through different perspectives.

anw i still have a long way to go so life goes on. last but not least...

6. I HAVE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED A STUDENT OF RGS. THANK YOU. -bows-

So long, farewell, Auf wiedersehen, goodbye.

o levels over + halloween

chinese o levels finally over. yeah it was easier than what i usually see but i think i did badly. so what does that imply? = im lousy lousy.

fine so stop emphasising how easy the paper is. T.T

anw it's halloween! and i can't believe that kf actually wished us happy halloween instead of anything remotely close to o levels. why take the trouble to wish me something i don't even celebrate or bother to celebrate??? instead of something that's the biggest deal in possibly my whole sec sch life?

eurgh. happy halloween's btw. anw look at this bit from wiki's halloween article:

Candy apple

Because the holiday comes in the wake of the annual apple harvest, candy apples (also known as toffee, taffy or caramel apples) are a common Halloween treat made by rolling whole apples in a sticky sugar syrup, and sometimes rolling them in nuts. At one time, candy apples were commonly given to children, but the practice rapidly waned in the wake of widespread rumors that some individuals were embedding items like pins and razor blades in the apples.

While there is evidence of such incidents, they are quite rare and have never resulted in serious injury. Nonetheless, many parents assumed that such heinous practices were rampant; at the peak of the hysteria, some hospitals offered free x-rays of children's Halloween hauls in order to find evidence of tampering. Virtually all of the few known candy poisoning incidents involved parents who poisoned their own children's candy, while there have been occasional reports of children putting needles in their own (and other children's) candy in a mere bid for attention.

can u believe that? putting needles and razor blades in your halloween apple candy???

imagine u bite.

-crunch-

OW! -blood flows and it hurts so much-

-blade of razor sticks out from the other side of your mouth-

the red of the apple candy matches the above description of the blood.

eew what a gross and disgusting prospect. im never accepting apple candy from random strangers! maybe not even parents o.o that's y i say u shouldn't eat apples whole. cut them up and dissect them like that frog and then u can find any sharp objects in it and the apples are bite size and nice and not so difficult to eat. 一箭双雕! i mean 三四雕！

k now i can officially relax and slide into slack mode. but wait. haven't i been in slack mode all the while? so now i have completely no difference in feelings. not really happy or anything. well. =P