Wednesday, August 18, 2004

happy...

harlo.

im so happy today! my piano practical exam grade 6 is finally over!!! i hope i pass so that i dun haf to retake the exam again. well, at least i dun haf to worry abt it anymore until next yr! one whole yr without worries!!! im so happy!

even though tmr there is a chinese test 3, which is super big, i didn't study for it at all. i was too busy practising my piano real hard. and i can't be bothered. it's my happy piano over mood u noe. i dun care. i think im going to fail this test, but nothing is going to spoil my mood for my piano exam over. so there.

well, how does that maksim guy look like? yy, u make him sound horrendous u noe. haha. let me try out the blockquote thingy that ck taught us in her blog...

"Free at last, free at last! Thank God Almighty we are free at last!"

~Martin Luther King Junior's "I HAVE A DREAM" speech.

hehe. our english tch taught us persuasive speeches and she showed us this speech. haha. quite persuasive u noe. haha. well, gd luck for ur chinese test tmr everyone! all the best, best wishes, gd luck and gd health forever!!!



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eeks! garage rock? i dun think i even like rock. and these ppl look horrendously disgusting! r they frm the 1950s? *puking*

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Saturday, August 14, 2004

argh

harlo.

so sorry carine. im truly very sorry. i rd ur blog, and u mean all three of us couldn't go? im really really really really really really sorry. i noe u r very nice but i will never take advantage of u. dun worry. im sure no one means to take advantage of u. cheer up k? dun be so upset. it hurts everyone to see u so upset. please dun be so sad...

the dinner was horrid. ppl performing indian dances and malay dances. n food was nothing much. had no appetite at all and wished i were at the spook show. at least that was something interesting. sigh. i wonder how the spookshow was like. maybe i'll ask carine.

homework. bad. performance tasks. geog+hist. horrible combination. garnie wun even give us an extension!!! n it's due tmr. dead. he claims that he is helpless and he sympathises wif us, but he can do nothing abt it when he was the one marking it!!! grrr...sme quotes frm him:

they're smart, they're intelligent, they're hardworking, but don't forget that they are only thirteen-year-olds.

homework is a dirty word.


~garnie

horrible. im off to bury my head in books. maksim cds? hmm....well, anything will do for me. it's up to u to burn anything u want for me, yy, and i will juz listen or watch it lor. haha. =P

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Friday, August 13, 2004

friday the 13th

harlo.

so sorry for not blogging for such a long time. and yy, so now i haf blogged. dun haf to threaten me lah. haha.

today is friday the thirteenth.

the unfortunate day. er hem. yes. n speaking of which, i had a horrible lunch today. was eating on the bus to MOELC for 3rd lang, and saw this black spider-like insect wif black and white legs. n suddenly it flew right past in front of me and my food. erm, i actually dunno if it's past or not, bcos i was convinced it dropped into my food, so i had no appetite to eat n felt like vomiting the whole way to MOELC.

but me, as the "no-wasting-food" person, forced myself to swallow those morsels of food that tasted worse than ever. the sauce is utterly gross, and the veggies, which i loved, tasted weird. n i was afraid there would be some spider-like insect there. n that was the worse school lunch i ever had. speaking of FRIDAY-THE-THIRTHEENTH-DAYS...

well, then passed the candles out to the ppl. n well, loads of unlucky stuff happened too, but well, think on the bright side and you will realise it could haf been much much WORSE! hmm, and supposed to go to the spook nite thingy at suntec wif ca, ale and shirl, but my mum bought tickets for a dinner smewhere, so i haf to go for that one. sigh. so sad. im so sorry carine, but i really can't go. im really really really really really really really sorry k? forgive me pleaseeeeeeeee. i noe u all will be disappointed, but really, please forgive me. :(

that's all for today. happy friday-the-thirteenth everyone...=P

Saturday, August 07, 2004

holidays

harlo.

it's holidays! whee. tmr is national day alrd. lalala. but got so many performance tasks lor. chinese PT, humanities PT(geog+hist) :P, and maths PT. argh. those ppl, out to spoil our holidays. haha.

yy, u muz haf patience to rd through the posts lah. i dun blog very often one, so when i do, i haf a lot of things to blog abt, right?

btw. now i haf a nickname. cherica claire chanterelle. yep. like ca's is seraphine sapphiresky. haha. n ale's is rowen raven dreamstream. haha. so well, u can know me by cherica, n i dunno if i shd use chanterelle when i tag, bcos it's so long. but ca uses sapphiresky when she tags, n ale uses dreamstream, or izit dreamie? oh well, i'll juz try out lah. still thinks mE is better.

happy national day everyone! cya...

Friday, August 06, 2004

national day celebration

harlo.

todae had national day celebration. we r supposed to wear red or/and white, wif culottes if u want, so i wore a white shirt wif red, and culottes. n it was very fun n memorable! we had fun n a rather ok view, and we sang national day songs, like [where i belong], [home], [chan mali chan], [stand up for singapore], [count on me ,singapore], and so on. haha. my class was the craziest. we jumped n bounced to every beat for the chorus, n made up all kinds of weird actions for different songs, n link arms n sway to the music, or run in a circle like a train, n we formed a circle n started singing so loudly, that im surprised not everyone was staring at our class. haha.

in primary school we were always embarrassed to clap our hands to the music or wave our hands around, but today i wasn't. i was proud to b part of my class and having fun. haha. bcos of one person's initiative to start off the actions, everyone started doing the action too. haha. n we didn't care abt wad other classes think. they r having fun too, n playing wif balloons. that were taken down, n everyone was throwing them around n bursting them. haha. it was fun! the most fun and interesting celebration of national day ever! haha. there were performances.

sec 1---top 3 classes of inter-class song-writing competition. our class didn't get in, haha. but it's ok. the 3 classes all haf sme sort of rap in it. hahaha.

sec 2---first class of inter-class skit competition. haha. was all abt a grp of students who do not appreciate singapore's cultures n stuff, then at the end realise how wonderful singapore is n blah. n concluded that we muz haf foreign talents to haf an even better singapore. pah. thought they were talking abt singaporeans very good? now become muz rely on foreign talents. :P

sec 3---top 3 classes of inter-class dance competition. was quite nice wif mixtures of diff music and dance. haha. like got malay dance mixed wif indian dance mixed wif modern dance mixed wif chinese music. n music oso diff lor. haha

sec 4---all the classes for fashion show competition. they had one person dressed up in wadeva way they want, n another to say wad each ornament represents. like "those spikes on her hat represents our esplanade" and "the transparent shawl represents our transparent government" or "those wonderful shoes represent our steady foundation of government" and abt the stars and chopsticks n so on. haha. some ppl looked over-dressed wif cans, newspaper, and the person hosting was like saying "how environmental frenly it is, juz like singapore". haha. very interesting.

n we haf a fancy drill too, wif our 4 uniform groups (girl guides, girl's brigade, red cross, and ncc), wif 4 members frm each marching in n marching around wif the mcs talking abt wad each grp represent in singapore and their importance. yep.

b4 that, we had the marching contingent wif the uniform grps ppl carrying the flag in n singing the national anthem . our school song too. wif the band playing. and our principal read the national day message by our acting minister of education, and a speech by one of our guests, who was a sportsperson n represented singapore n went to SEA games twice for squash. haha. he was more of talking abt himself and his life then national day, but still, it was very boring. haha. only the performances of the sec 1-4 classes r nice. n the singing. haha.

went to ava room to watch movie: lord of the rings--the return of the king. for any singapore currency coin. haha. brought 5 cents lor.haha. n watched. very nice n touching. n it was very cold inside, n was rubbing my hands while watching. haha. still, it was really nice. then ate lunch and went home. the whole school was so quiet and deserted by the time i went home, bcos they went home straight away after the celebration.

i was the only on watching at first, when a few more ppl came along. haha. i was so pitiful lor, wondering if there was a movie at all that day or not n then only one there, so scary. my psl told my class sme story abt the ava room. so i was sorta thinking abt it. haha. n the smell of paint is always so strong in there. maybe i am breathing in all the toxins and chemicals of paint while i was in there. haha. :P

well, dat is basically wad happened todae, and i hope next year's celebration will be as fun as this, or even better! all the best to everyone, and HAPPY 39TH BIRTHDAE, SINGAPORE!!!!!!

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Tuesday, August 03, 2004

busy...

harlo.

im really busy todae, so blog fast.

tmr haf to hand up lit notes. haf to rite down quotes, the characters involved n the theme too. argh. n oso haf End-Of-Instruction test for physics tmr. so the dae after is our last physics lesson n we will move on to biology next week. yep. yay! but haven't study for EOI yet. better go soon.

n miss my brother. no one to quarrel with. so bored. books are the best companions! hehe. n ck has cute boyish hairstyle. not at all feminine! it's her earring that makes her look feminine. bcos her hair is short, so u can see the earring. haha.

n got a list of tests coming up. n dun want to list them all out. will bore u to death. haha. sigh. today had track and field meeting. the sec 4 committee briefed us abt our performance n their messages. so sad. they will b leaving soon. n the cca is alrd winding down n like no more training till october. sigh. we oso voted for our taf committee'05. which are sec 3s'04. so difficult to choose! they r all sooooooo niceeeeeeee! haha. :D well, everyone has to meet and to part. juz haf to learn to deal wif it. :==(

sighhhhhhh.

n got to do dreamweaver! for computer studies. haf to make a website. i stayed back many days n completed 5 pages out of 7 pages alrd! whee. still haf 2 more to do. staying back on thursdae to finish. bcos haf to hand out by fridae. haha. hope can finish. it's totally horrible. but well, nvm. i think i will make a new proper website next time, n dun delete this dreamweaver thingy yet. so i can make references to this. haha.

ok dat's enough for now. all the best everyone! haf to go do hmewk le.

P.S. btw, my flu and cough has not recovered yet, though they r getting better. thx all! :D and my piano practical exam is 2 weeks away! ahhhhhhhh...my stupid cough! :(

Friday, July 30, 2004

it's raining...

harlo.

It was raining. my brother shd be on the plane to Japan, Tokyo now. fortunately, the typhoon has juz been over ytd, so his flight won't b delayed. n when he arrives, it will b rather cooling. if not, it wld haf been 38 degrees Celsius. so hot! summer after all. haha.

guess i will miss him. he's so lucky! get to go japan. for an IT competition. representing singapore. he's so gd! but he will miss his lessons. he will b away for 9 days. if i dunno how to do hmewk, cannot ask him le. sigh. but i guess, when he goes to NS, i will oso not see him. well, juz haf to get used to him not at home, juz like i got used to my father often going overseas.

im ill. im very ill. but not so ill that im bed-ridden. i can still go out n walk around, but i dun feel like going anywhere but home sweet home. though i wanted to go to the carnival at tchs and hcjc, or the sonic fest. well, i juz want to b cooped up at home. till now i haf hardly spoken. every sound i make hurts my throat a lot. even swallowing my saliva hurts.

argh. when i ever speak, i will get into a fit of coughs, and start coughing. it simply itches my throat to speak. my flu? not much better. i haf been sneezing away, n blowing my nose like nuts. n i haf been taking lozenges after lozenges, medicine after medicine. doesn't really help. sigh.

n i better not catch a fever! i dun want dun want dun want to fall sick! if i fall sick, i will miss my lessons! n there r a lot of tests this coming week! nononononono! i dun want to fall sick! i better get lots n lots of rest. i fell ill bcos i had not enough sleep these few weeks and my immune system is weak.

better get some sleep. i felt better after waking late this morning. finally got sufficient sleep time. still, i haf to make up for the sleep lost last week. perhaps i shd lie down smewhere n take a nap. argh. wait. im going to sneeze...

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ok. i am back. after sneezing 5 times in a row, my mucus was all coming out, so i had to blow my nose. horrible flu. n my cough is stifling me. all i can think of now is ballade pour adeline. the tune keeps swirling around in my head. i dun feel gd. my head feels weird. maybe i shd go play ballade pour adeline. on the piano. then i will practise n practise that longer than my exam pieces. n my practical exam is reaching! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

it's 18th august! in two weeks' time! oh nonononono. n my pieces r getting worse. like on thursday, i played horribly at my piano lesson. my tch was like asking me wad happened to me. i guess bcos of my lack of sleep and that im sick. but im not talling that. the tch thought perhaps i was tired out frm the day b4's t n f finals. maybe too. but im horrible! n i carn sing in aural wif my cough! n my flu! hope i will recover b4 the practical exam. oh dear.

n who is the person who pretended to b me! i found out the computer is sharon's, but it may not b her. it may be see xin ying who went to her house n used her com or smething! but it's ok. maybe i do haf a crush on da cute guy---miss yeo's cute little toddler! he's so cute! haha. he like waddles around in that cute way of his. haha.so there. n i do not use oh god. i use goodness, goodness gracious, gosh, oh gosh, for goodness's sake. yep. dat's abt it. oh n i carn believe it! n perhaps oh. haha.

i dun want a fever! oh no. n hmewk. im feeling horrible. guess i want to go off n sleep alrd. my head is spinning. n ballade pour adeline is still playing in my head......





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Track and Field Championships'04 has finally concluded...

harlo.

sorry for not blogging for such a long time. I was busy. :D

Todae had petit test 3. it was not very difficult, but it was more difficult than last year's paper. not fair! the choices last year was very obvious, but this yr is not that obvious! well, it's still not so difficult. haha

tell u all about the recently concluded track and field championships'04 finals. on wednesday.

reached at abt 1pm. there were a group of tchs boys there alrd, in red. sme even had paint in their hair, red and yellow. they were cheering very loudly, but the problem is, there is no one there to hear them cheer, and it's more than 2 hours b4 the race begin! n the flag-bearers were running around the stadium, and they so bad one! they shouted siam lar! when they went past us. i mean, can't they be more civilised and at least sae excuse me? After all, we r girls! fine.

my fren was saying that the boys were cheering so that they could be heard, bcos they noe that later on, they won't be heard. haha. n their banners r nice. sji's r oso very nice. especially the flag-bearers. they were waving their flags, though not very synchronised, but it was quite nice. haha.

then, i wasa running around finding shirley, and i saw leena, qing yang and uma. haha. leena brought me to the tchs side to find anyone we know, but well, i saw only shi jun. and i realised everytime i see leena, i will see shi jun! like during cross-country competitions in feb/march, i saw leena 3 times. i oso saw shi jun 3 times, either b4 or after i saw leena. haha. maybe they r fated. ahahaha. C'est très intéressant! haha.

n shirley claims that she does not hope to see me, but when she did, she was so happy lor! she was like "Hi JOY!!!!!", all happy and very obviously delighted to see me, n still denies that she is. haha. too bad shirl, i noe u really miss me. haha.

when the race started, rgs was cheering very loud for ri and rjc, bcos they r oso rafflesian schools. i realised that they r no ri boys at all, while there r a handful of rjc boys. the boys r quite, erm, not-as-enthu-as-the-girls? we were cheering as though it was our sch, n when it was our sch, they weren't exactly enthusiastic abt it. yeah. the ri boys weren't there bcos they had long day that dae, so they would b arriving later.

when they finally arrive, which is like 1 hour after the race started, they didn't cheer for us lor! they didn't even cheer for their own sch, not too say other rafflesian schools! i dun even noe wad they r there for? they r juz making use of rgs's voices to cheer fot their own sch! where's the rafflesain spirit in them?

it drizzled, n everyone whipped out their umbrella. i took mine too, but thought it was juz a drizzle, so left it there. then i realised the teachers were using my umbrella! without my permission! but nvm, i dun need it anw. suddenly, it became such a heavy downpour that i can barely see anything, and everyone was screaming and scrambling for the nearest shelter, which is out of the stadium. i squeezed into dunno whose umbrella, i think it's francesca's, n was sharing it wif 6 ppl. haha.

6 ppl in an umbrella. i am alrd wet through, and the umbrella didn't really shelter well, so im all cold n wet n basically finding the rain fun. then i rmb that my bag is smewhere up there in the rain! so i rushed up n retrieved my bag and rushed to the shelter too. i realised both the teachers AND MY UMBRELLA WAS GONE!

my beloved yellow umbrella. sigh. i would rather shelter my bag wif my umbrella than shelter myself. all my worksheets in it was wet, and fullscap paper too! n torn too. sigh. then i was like drying them when i go home. haha. my handphone and calculator were wet as well.

n it was my first time in such a heavy rain! totally cool man! but when i became a flu-stricken, no voice, coughing-and-sneezing-and-bowing-my-nose mess the next day, i dun think it was DAT nice after all. n shirl said she was playing wif the rain, having fun wif it, n trying to collect rainwater in her bag. haha. she's a crazy one.

my throat was hurting wif every single sound i made, but when i was cheering, i forgot all abt my throat. after that, my throat hurt even more. haha. but i dun care lar. i knew i will b sick the next day, but i want to make the best of the day!

well, cedar was very loud, so loud that i carn even hear nygh, n tchs, the whole sch, i can oso barely hear them too. n i think the whole cedar sch was there, plus their alumni, frm njc and dunno wad jc. haha. even when we were in the shelter, we were cheering. *we means rgs, ri wasn't cheering. i saw THEM STANDING THERE, LOOKING EMBARRASSED TO EVEN OPEN THEIR PRECIOUS MOUTHS, TO HURT THEIR PRECIOUS THROATS, AS THOUGH GOLD WILL FALL OUT IF THEY OPEN THEIR MOUTHS!*

wadeva. unenthu ppl they r. well, n cedar was trying to compete wif us when we were cheering in the shelter. haha. n my favourite part was when rgs sang one of our very own songs. n everyone linked arms n were swaying together. haha. it was lovely.

then when we go out, the race started alrd. 4x100m c div girls. well, u all did ur best! it's ok whether u win or not, it's alrd good that u all got into finals! well done everyone! n when i saw poor abi wif her leg all bandaged up and still running 800m, i was like, wad is she doing there wif her leg hurt? in the end janice was accompanying her to finish the race, but still, katho did us all proud!!!!!

we were trying to maintain our 4th position for b div so that we can get a prize. if u r 5th, then u wun haf a prize. c div is very difficult to win alrd. i think that the b div do better bcos they had the very strict coach who pushes them very hard. although most of them ended up hurt smewhere when she was coaching them, they improved a lot n was better.

afterwards, we went down to wait for our turn to go out onto the track. all t n f ppl frm our sch was to go down, so there i was, worried that the floor will haf holes, bcos the tchs boys, who look like hooligans in a red shirt n yellow-n-red-dyed hair, plus painted faces, and they were banging their poles so hard on the floor! haha.

finally, we went out onto the track, which was significantly wet, n when we sat down, our shorts, which were finally dried frm the rain, became wet again. argh. n it was utterly disgusting. wet shorts sticking to ur legs. ew.

they were giving out prizes for the events, n we cheered when any rafflesian sch got a prize. oh, n rjc was champions for both girls AND boys a div! haha. hcjc isn't very good at t n f. haha. ri was, dunno where lar. haha. oh n rjc ppl dyed their hair green and white. haha. raffles colours. green, black and white.

then, we ran around the track wif the flag-bearer in front, and ended in front of our sch, n we sang the sch song. then ri and rjc sang their sch songs, then the ppl went off. t n f ppl were taking photos, and a poor ri boy was juz taking out his camera to take our photos when we decided that it was enough and went off. haha. poor thing. he was like, hey, i want to take photos! hey!

then we went to the west entrance, and i was grieving the loss of my umbrella. haha. we were standing around, waiting for our buses to arrive to go to plaza sing. swensen's for t n f dinner. yep. n we waited, n waited, n waited. no bus came.

smeone was like saying, "hi joy!" i turned n looked.

first thought was, who is he?

2nd thought. ri boy?

3rd thought. no. wearing red. n red band around head.

4th thought. frm tchs.

5th thought. who is he? do i noe him?

6th thought. did he call smeone else?

7th thought. wait. he's familiar. who is he...ohhhhhh he's hongsheng!

ah well. n finally i said hi to him. haha. my reaction very slow lar. n sorry for not recognising u. u seriously look weird wif a red band aroung ur head. hahaha. n wenwei was shouting LOSER at him n she was making an "L" wif her hand. haha.

in the end, yu shan,my captain told us that the bus is not coming. it has left or smething. n we had to go ourselves. n wad time was it? 8pm. n i wasn't even hungry. weird. then a small group of us sec 1s n 2 sec 4s went to take bus. waited 20 min. realised that we were the only rgs ppl there. the rest took taxi. so finally, around 8.50pm, we arrived. last ppl to arrive of course. n no space for us. so we shared chairs. n i was going to fall off the chair if not for my leg hooking around the leg of the chair. yeah. hanging on for dear life. haha.

didn't feel hungry, so was very full by the time i finished. it was very ex. spent $14.50 on dat measley little chicken. should haf asked for a salad or smething, like pat did. haha. yeah, handed up letter to my coach, mr tan, not jagong, ok? haha.

then, received a note frm my captain and long-dist captain. it was very heart-warming. *sniffsniff* they r leaving end of this year. although yu shan was very strict wif us, she is a very nice. really! sec 1s, dun be afraid of her lah. she's really nice! katho is also very nice! im going to miss the sec 4s.

altogether, t n f nationals is a very memorable event! love it! yar, i feel the pride and honour, and also the rafflesian spirit! look forward to next yr's t n f nationals! cross-country season next...haha...well done everyone! continue working hard! all of u haf da potential to b better!!!

Thursday, July 22, 2004

track n field nationals...

harlo.

recovered frm my "depression".

I changed my music to Canon in D. Canon in D totally RAWKS!!! n qianwen, here's ur canon in d!

By the way, this music is taken from blossom's blog as the one i found was too soft. It is taken with the permission of blossom,copyrighted 100%...

two days ago, tuesday, i went to support track and field national competition.

there was 1500m heats, b division. we thought no one frm our sch was running, so everyone was admiring the 2nd girl, who was very chio, frm singapore sports school (ssp) and runs very fast! but in the end, we suddenly saw this familiar girl who wears that familiar band around her head, and realised we didn't cheer for her! n we saw her right at the very end, 1 second b4 she ended her race! haha.

n when i say everyone, that means girls frm our sch's track n field who were supporting, mainly consisting of wenwei and leanne. i wasn't as serious a case as them, but seriously, she is very chio.

her name, as i found out, was Sophie Ngin Gollifer.

I think she is a eurasian. that's y she's very pretty, but she has dark hair, so she doesn't look too out.

n i put her name on google, and there were many articles abt her, ssp's website oso haf her. cool man!

n a girl frm rjc (whee!) broke a record for a division girls high jump. her name is Michelle Sng Suat Li.

the previous record was 1.66m, and she was attempting 1.68m, a new record, and it was announced over the microphone, so everyone's attention suddenly all focus on her. poor girl. she's so stressed!

but the 400m ppl were even more poor things. they were running when michelle was preparing herself, so hardly anyone was cheering for them as everyone was looking at Michelle. haha.

she made gestures with her hands, visualising how she shd run n jump up, frm which side, slant how much n blah. n maybe waiting for the wind to be in her favour? well, anyway, she jumped finally and at the first try, went over. everyone cheered and no one cheered for the poor 400m ppl.

leanne was whispering under her breath,"go michelle,go michelle" n she was so excited. haha. then michelle went on to attempt 1.72m.

again, she prepared herself for a long long time and at the third and last try, while everyone was holding their breaths, she went over. leanne was whispering the same thing when she was preparing herself. haha.

she went on to try 1.75m.

she tried first time, n it was very close! her body went over, but her bottom hit the pole. sigh. so close. then she tried n tried. guess she was tired alrd. so she didn't manage to go over. 3rd time, she didnt go over, everyone went awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

really! u can hear it. but still, she broke a record! 1.72m. cool. wonder if smeone else will ever break her record next yr.

then, for triple jump b division, our jumpers did their best. n one of them, xiao hui, broke a record. we didnt noe, but the jumps coach said that she did, bcos the jumps coach saw her jump very far, at least 11.smething metres, and when the officials went over to double-check, that means smeone has broken record.

yay! rgs jumper broke record!she was first, wif a result of 11.28m! yay!

n nygh was very gd too! their jumper, charmaine, broke record too, coming in 2nd, wif a result of 11.13m. cool, huh?

looks like girls broke more record this yr. but i guess boys haf alrd set very high records, while girls' r not so high. yepz.

gd luck to all who haf more events, especially chew min! n nicole n andrea n jane! haha. n pat n katho n abi n darrine n yu shan n janice n everyone else! plus all relay runners representing rgs! gd luck to all! do ur best!

well done xiao hui! n chew min (again)! u got into finals! whee! do ur best! lalala.

dat's all. but to all runners, i noe how nervous u feel b4 ur race. i noe how scared u feel n how stressed u r. but no matter how well u do or how badly u do, i will always be supporting u! juz do ur best, n i juz want u to noe that, u r not alone. we r all behind u all the way!!!!! :)

cho
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


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Monday, July 19, 2004

sad...saaaaaaddd....

harlo.

two days ago was my birthday. wished that i didnt haf my birthday at all. maybe, maybe, bcos i haf my birthday, something bad haf to happen in order to balance it out. I lost my wallet yesterday.

Actually, I typed a real long post, but it was all gone. but i dun care if i stay up till midnight to finish typing. im going to prove that im not going to be deterred by giving up on this post. im going to make good things come out of bad things.

There was money in my wallet, ezlink card, NLB library card, namecard, neoprint card, MOELC bus-pass(which we nv use), mini-calendar, sme discount card for BreadTalk, phonecard. so many important stuff. all gone.

the day b4 my birthday, friday, i had my event (3000m, yes, 3000m again) in the national track and field competition. I improved a lot, more than a minute, but it seems slow compared to other competitors' timings. They run so fast.

But i dun care. Im improving. n im going to continue improving, no matter how slow my timing may seem, it is my glory, my sense of achievement.

dat's all for today. im too sad to say anything much. im going to sit smewhere and reflect. think. alone. peacefully. quietly.



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Monday, July 12, 2004

hey! this is cool!

harlo.

Hey, todae is sho special!

I was in the toilet, when my mum was exclaiming abt smething and my brother asked me where the binoculars are.

After coming out, i realised dat there are lights at the swimming pool, camera equipment, and a lot of ppl.

i guess dat ppl r acting n the cameras r rolling, cos i saw huang bi ren, and chen tai ming acting. they repeated over and over again. the very same action of walking to the other side. then chen shu cheng came out n went after them, and dat was repeated a lot of times too.

haha. my brother and my mum went down to see. and sme ppl were asking them for autographs as it is rare for tv actors to be here, at my very home! it was channel 8 making anoher drama serial, i guess. dat was so cool! famous actors and actresses right at my doorstep! first time! haha. but i didnt go down to look. i stayed upstairs n looked. and spotted my mum n brother. hehe. wif the aid of my binoculars.

in the meantime, i was on msn chatting and doing sme art. painting over n over again n it looks a mess. sho sloppy-like. but as mrs wee said b4 in my primary sch, ART IS NEVER WRONG, so i dun care. as long as i haf done my work can alraedi.

so there, and 4 more daes to my event in nats...n still counting...


BLUE



You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.




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Ballet Shoes
Ballet shoes- beautiful, graceful, and creative,
you enjoy dancing writing and music. You are
often very poetic and sometimes dramatic. Even
if dancing isn't your thing, you are still very
creative. You keep to yourself aside from a few
close friends that you can relate to. You find
your own ways to express yourself and don't
have a need to br surrounded by tons of people.
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Saturday, July 10, 2004

yay!

harlo.

I think im the winner of the longest tag at the doodle board for aletheia's blog, bcos i copied n pasted one whole chunk of scolding complete wif vocabulary dat i dun even understand. nvm. n ck, hope u dun mind, cos i took it frm dat post which u took frm sme other website. yepz.

nationals coming soon...start countdown...5 more daes to go. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

ran 1200m ytd for training and our coach gave us a suggested timing of 100sec per round(400m)so 5 min for the whole 1200m. well, it seemed rather slow in the first round cos i run faster normally for 400m, but 2nd round was tiring n feeling like giving up n third round was simply sticking to my fren in front n NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER let go kind of thing, or else i would haf given up n ran slowly.

in the end, ran 5 min 2 sec.hmm...quite close. but so tired dat my legs were all wobbly n my body swaying as i walked off the track. dunno y, but spikes always give dat kind of effect. perhaps bcos i run faster in spikes, so i use more energy, so haf this effect. weird. did another 1200m again n was significantly slower bcos everyone was tired. but im still faster than 5 min 30 sec. not bad. not bad at all.

well, had 1st gym lesson in pe on fridae. did lots of stretching, n bcos i stretched properly and bcos of the training the dae b4, my arms n hemstrings n calfs n especially my back were aching WHEN i did the stretches. after the lesson, it didnt ache anymore. haha.

gym is quite fun, n it is oso a personal challenge (according to mr tan). wad control of movement n comcept of space, yeah, n we r going to do the bridge next lesson. but the main thing is im afraid of hurting myself or smething. soon we will do harder n harder things n do cartwheels n stuff. but dat is later. so i dun care for now.

wonder wad we r going to do in our next music n dance module...hmm...

we r studying shakespeare's "Merchant of Venice".

Act One
Scene One


Antonio In sooth I know not why I am so sad.
It wearies me; you say it wearies you -
But how I caught it, found it, or came by it,
What stuff 'tis made of, whereof it is born,
I am to learn;
And such a want-wit sadness makes of me
That I have much ado to know myself.

And so it goes on. haha.dat's juz the beginning. yeah, n there r 342 pages altogether. the above took up less than a quarter of the page. so u can imagine how much there is. yeah.

maybe u dunno who antonio is, or bassanio, or gratiano, or salerio, or solanio, or lorenzo, or leonardo, or launcelot gobbo, or old gobbo, or shylock, or jessica, or tubal, or portia, or nerissa, or prince of morroco, or prince of arragon, or balthasar, or stephano, or duke of venice is, but they r the characters. of course, there r magnificoes of venice, officers of court of justice, a gaoler, servants, musicians and attendants. yup. dat's abt it.

n i always thought the word "stuff" is used by modern ppl like us, but antonio used "stuff" up there in bold. haha. apparently shakespeare used it too. :D

n shirl!!! rmb to go for the concert on my birthdae!!! n pay me back $10!!!

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ebony sounds bony. wadeva.

dat's all. best wishes, everyone!

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

comments...

harlo.

received a comment frm victor. he doesn't like so many quizzes. haha. fine, i will try to cut down on dat, but when i dunno wad to sae, or when i find interesting quizzes, then i will put up quizzes.

todae i haf track training, even though it was raining, we still trained!!! we warmed up in the rain, but it was a drizzle, then suddenly it became a storm, so we trained in shelter. after dat, we had some mental skills training to prepare for our competitions, which r around the corner. haha. yeah, then we trained when the rain stopped, but im convinced my flu will come back again. n i will haf a hard time running 3000m. on 16th July. nationals. haf to miss school. :(

i dun think i can ever get into finals, n i dun wish to. u haf to run so fast n twice too!!! forget it.

i dun want dun want dun want to miss school!!! got hmewk then cannot do!!! n all track competitions r horrible!!!

well, let me tell u my schedule.

monday---1.40 pm release, one and only free dae in the week.
tuesday---3 pm release, haf track training till 6.30pm, then go home. recently train a lot in raffles instituition
wednesday---1.20 pm release, haf 3rd language @ 2.30 pm. (french) ends at 4.30 pm, then go home.
thursday---3 pm release, haf track training till 6.30pm, then go home. recently train a lot in raffles instituition
friday---1.40 pm release, haf 3rd language @ 2.30 pm. (french) ends at 4.30 pm, then go home.
saturday---morning haf track training, usually @ 8 am till 10 plus am. go home. afternoon @ 2.30 pm haf piano lesson
sunday---whole day free! whee! but muz finish all hmewk for the weekend and smetimes my family go out too, so muz do hmewk till very late.

yepz.

dat's abt it. so basically, my countless projects r squeezed into mondays, and smetimes saturdaes and sundaes. sighhh. smetimes during recess and lunchtime too.

todae we had our last art lesson. part of aesthetics. we haf needlework module, design and technology module, art module, music and dance module. so next week, we r doing music and dance.

for keyboard, i heard that they r separating us up into 2 grps. grade 3 and below, and above grade 3. ppl say dat grade 3 and below is more interesting as they get to learn 25 songs. they haf to memorise the genre, period, and composer, and of course, the songs. dat's easy, but above grade 3 is all composing stuff, and i dun like composing! shd i lie dat im grade 3 and below? a lot of ppl want to, but i guess, it's ok. i'll probably juz stick to composing stuff. blather.

all the best, everyone! :D

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

nice one...

harlo.

saw dis nice "recipe". u can try it too!



How to make a Bubbles
Ingredients:

5 parts mercy

3 parts silliness

1 part
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of fitness and a pinch of salt. Yum!





How to make a bubbles
Ingredients:

1 part success

3 parts courage

3 parts leadership
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!





How to make a Joy
Ingredients:

3 parts mercy

1 part brilliance

3 parts ego
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of curiosity and a pinch of salt. Yum!





How to make a joy
Ingredients:

3 parts competetiveness

3 parts courage

5 parts
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add sadness to taste! Do not overindulge!





How to make a Flood
Ingredients:

5 parts pride

1 part courage

5 parts energy
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little lustfulness if desired!





How to make a flood
Ingredients:

5 parts anger

5 parts self-sufficiency

1 part beauty
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness



well, dat's a lot! but i realised dat whether the first letter is capital letter or not makes a difference! so i played around wif it. u can try dat too! haha. :)

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

WeLcOmE BaC 2 sChOoL...

Harlo

Welcome back to school everyone! haha

rgs went back to school on thursdae, though. It isn't fair, bcos they deprive us of 4 daes to do our hmewk!!! Sigh. But the poor sec 4s haf to go back 1 week earlier than us. haha. last batch of o levels. no wonder.

dat strike-through is for testing. hehe. juz found out how to do it. yay! :D

Well, for those whom i haf seen in school, in case u dunno, i haf changed my spectacles recently, blur-blobs! haha. yeah.

Dunno y recently im very unfortunate.

I bumped into things everywhere, n bruises appear everywhere these few daes! my arms, hands, legs, knees, elbows (twice), shoulders, toes, tooth, nose (twice) and my head! pah. in juz 2 to 3 daes im hurt all over as i bang into all tings unimaginable, such as tables, chairs, my fren. haha. sighhhh. tired todae. dunno wad to sae alraedi.

well, im going to change music soon. so if u want my music---melody of life, take it as soon as possible. im still choosing which music i want. haha.

all the best everyone! it's new semester so work hard and do ur best! :)

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Quizzes...again

Harlo.

This post is dedicated to quizzes...again!

People like you becuase you're a sweetheart!
What attracts people to you?

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You are NEMO!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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griffin
Griffin:
Griffins are gorgeous creatures with the head of an
eagle and the body of a lion. You are smart
and can think on your feet. You also can be a
bit of an airhead and may be called a ditz by
others. You are not stupid, but in fact, very
intelligent. You are also eager to help others
and are usually docile and submissive. But if
someone offends you you do bite back.


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You have the eyes of a hawk. You're very much aware
about your surroundings and the situations that
you're in. People can't touch your things
because you would immediately notice what's
been touched or what's missing. You can analyze
people's thoughts and actions quite well.
That's good for you. Don't lose that sharp
vision of yours.


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Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
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a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
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Your Heart is Yellow


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haha. all dis r ridiculous stuff. but nvm. quite nice pictures though. go on...try them...

Sunday, June 20, 2004

hiaz..

harlo.

sorry, ppl. i nv blog for a real long time! :)dunno wad to blog abt. hiaz.

fine. yesterdae juz went to a competition. i hateeeeeeeeeeeee competitions. hiaz. it's track n field competition, by the way. So, i was to run 3000m. Hate comps, n hate track comps more!!! cross-country is better, got scenery, no one watching until last part, n even if ppl overtake u, u still noe dat she was slower, then became faster.

unlike track comps, all u do is run in circles, all those curves, my muscles ache more bcos of all those curves, n everyone is watching, n after some rounds, when ppl overtake u, dat means dat they r one round ahead of u! isn't dat worse. very discouraging one...:(

i saw this weird-looking man, who was rather tall, but is sho skinny! he actually looks like jian xiong, zhenghua ppl rmb? except older n wif bulging muscles. dat's the weird part. he's muscles were bulging sho much it practically looked as though his muscles were stuck on, rather than past of his flesh! u wun be able to imagine how it looks like exactly unless u saw him.

my race was supposed to start st 4.40pm, but we ended up waiting till 6 something pm. those ppl ar, nv plan everything properly. wad, 20 min for 2 3000m runs! shd at least give 30 min wad. 2 runs leh, means split into two grps to run leh! ai yo. in the end, they didn't split grps. everyone ran, which is like, 32 ppl. yeah, 32 people!

then, they split us up into two grps, one start at the starting line, another start at the starting line in front. then grp at the back can cut into the 1st lane at once, while the other haf to be at lane 5 until further ahead. so it's still the same distance. if u dun understand, it doesn't matter. i ran n was following this girl frm nanyang polytechnic. btw, this is open event. which means ppl frm any age can take part. which means, sec 1s can, sec 4s can, jcs can, polys can, even unattached ppl can! so, im sure to be very bad. hiaz...

i realised dat gal's name muz be jenny, bcos ppl say "relax, jenny!" to her. n she oso haf a streak of pink hair, n a streak of silver hair. haha. wadeva. i was running, wif the tune of cyndi's yue guang in my mind, then i realised i had a dull ache at the side of my stomach. felt like ache, bcos didn't really hurt. i really wanted to give up a lot of times after 3 or 4 rounds. but i pushed on. haha. my music changed to some catchy one dat was playing frm the speakers there. eng song. haha. those dat go boom boom boom boom. haha.

then, last round, i sprinted all the way, n overtook jenny, n two other ppl. i couldn't rmb if i overtook anyone else, maybe i did, maybe i didn't, but the last round was sheer torture!

dat ache at my stomach, felt like a horrible stitch dat was killing me. it hurt so much, dat after some steps, i clutched my stomach in pain. *ouch* then wif every step, every stride, every jerk, it hurt. it was like *ouch**ouch**ouch**ouch* till now, it still ache a little. hmm, is there some stomach muscles stretches? maybe i shd do them so they wun hurt next time. anyway, i still kept up wif the pace through the whole of the last 400m. i did feel like vomiting, sho i couldn't wait to reach the finishing point.

after wat seems like eternity of hell and torment, i finally rounded the curve to the last stretch. dat's the difficult part. either u make it or break it for really close races. for 3000m, it's juz the timing, usually, u dun get to overtake anymore. all the cheering, all the sutff like last 200m, go! do ur best! and screams, they were juz in the background.

let me tell u, at dat time, i really felt like stopping there n then, but no, it's the last part, i've got to finish it all, then i can vomit! haha. well, i reached the end, clutching my side. felt like vomiting, but i didn't in the end. haha. i was like walking n walking n was refelcting on how badly i haf done, rather than how well.

i realised i didn't do my best n go all out, bcos throughou the race, i didn't run so fast dat i was like sprinting, wif nothing but juz my endurance n determination pushing me on. i was very slow, in fact, n at the end, i didn't sprint my fastest, i slowed down a little. but it felt like the best i can do at that time bcos of dat horrid stitch! ok fine. finally it's over, but there will sure to be more. not to say all dat waiting n stuff. i was so nervous n jittery b4 the race, n my legs were wobbly.

im sure everone is dying to noe wad's my placing or timing. but nono, im not telling u any of dat. all i can tell u is, im not last! yay! yippee! wadeva.

i HATE HATE HATE COMPETITIONS! bcos im terrible. if im the top runner, then i would love comps as i can win ppl n break records n stuff. but it's tiring. really. u need so much determination dat i dun haf, or rather, doesn't want to haf. i'll suffer so much if i run so fast. haha.

ok. dat's all. best wishes, everyone!

Monday, June 14, 2004

out shopping...

harlo.

The previous post was rather nostalgic-like n stuff. u may not like it, but nvm. it's juz a peep into the inner depths of my heart...

todae i went out on my first shopping trip without my mother.wif carine, aletheia, n shirley. went to orchard, took my first neoprint!!!

ate lunch, had fun walking around, then went to ale's house.

we played piano, computer, listened to songs, went to blogs, n had fun! haha.

hey, n in case u ppl did not notice, i added music to my blog!

Ca used tata young's i believe for her blog, while ale used mandy moore's crush for hers. i luv Crush!!!!!!!"Crush" rox!!!!!!

but i dun want to use anything wif lyrics. i juz want music, pure music, maybe classical?

this song is melody of life, by the way, quite nice, but not my favourite. until i find better music, this shall remain.

best wishes, everyone! cya

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Hiaz..how time flies

Harlo.

The last post was dedicated to quizzes...haha...dat picture of ayumi...sho big...dun be too surprised...i added something at the bottom right side...under the credits...all the way at the bottom...until cannot scroll anymore...go see...the right side hor...the tagboard n stuff there hor...not here ok?...

How time flies...only 11 more days to go back to school.

Haf to go back on Thursday. Bcos we were released on thursdae as staff had workshop or smething...

I woke up todae to realise I muz really start on my hmewk n stuff. Finished a big half of it. Really tired...

Yesterdae had piano lesson...finally recorded the duet...beethoven...sorry ar, celeste...got many mistakes...we played n played at least a dozen times...n juz couldn't record a perfect one...haha...

miss joan is really nice...siew lan too...jack is also quite nice...though i miss ms sylvia a lot...hiaz...time really flew...it seemed like yesterdae when miss joan first came...when ms sylvia went to china...when siew lan first came...when jack first came...

haha...feeling really dotty todae...so many dots...dot dot dot...dotz...

feel really sad n nostalgic...

miss ya loads...miss angeline tan mei mei...how r u?...hiaz...so long since i last saw u...like 1 and a half years alraedi...seemed like forever...

time is all but juz water dripping...river flowing away...sand slipping out of your hand...bit by bit...little by little...before u even noe it...it slips away forever...so we must not take it for granted...we must make full use of it...it is so very precious...

so much has happened since the birth of me...since going to hk...learning along the journey...piano...coming back...going zhenghua...ms angeline tan...making new frenz...ms sylvia ng...graduating...going rgs...meeting ppl i never thought i would....................ms joan..............mdm siew lan...........jack...french...carine...everyone...everything..dat made me who i am todae...my parents...my brother...he made me feel really proud...i want him to be proud of me too!...so i am going to do my best...my family...my frenz...

the precious lesson...gift...dat all plants...animals...flora and fauna...all mankind...share........dat's life...

all dat life has gave me...brought me...taught me...guided me...the wonderful journey of life...with its ups and downs...everything...

dis is who i am todae...wat life has molded me into...developed me into...

dis is who i am todae...

Friday, June 11, 2004

Quizzes

Harlo.

I tried several quizzes. Take a look. It's quite fun. Go on. Try them. haha.

Yoshimi
Yoshimi -


What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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Ayu
Ayumi Hamasaki - AKA "Ayu" - The Queen of
J-Pop (Japanese music). She's bigger than
Britney in Asia, and for totally different
reasons. She's talented, beautiful, honest,
writes deep and meaningful lyrics, has composed
and performed almost every kind of music in
existence, and is only 24 years old! Check her
out online at
http://groups.msn.com/Smithyssiteofstuff/ayumihamasaki.msnw


Which Japanese Pop artist would you like?
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Who were you in a past life?
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Birthdate:
Favorite Color:
Country:
You were most probably:Lassie, yes the dog
If not then you were:A pair of womens' leotards
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Who were you in a past life?
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Birthdate:
Favorite Color:
Country:
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hades
Hades


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Haha. Hades. Wow. I sure confuse ppl, huh?

I tried so many quizzes. have a try. TAG N HUG ME! THEY ARE BORED TO DEATH! speaking of which, they'll see me soon...(Hades)